Love Deferred (Andrei Roxas and Fides Mondragon Story)

chapter 21: the rambling words

Andrei Satisfied with the effect the session had on him, Andrei decided to book another session before leaving the club. Approaching the front desk, he spoke with the receptionist.

"Hi," he began, feeling a mix of anticipation and determination. "I'd like to book another session. I want to try a different level, something more intense."

The receptionist smiled, understanding the transformative journey he was on. "Of course, Andrei. We have several advanced levels that offer deeper emotional release. Would you like to try Level 2, which focuses on more intense physical activities and guided emotional exploration?"

"Yes," Andrei nodded. "That sounds exactly like what I need."

The receptionist quickly checked the availability and made the booking. "You're all set for tomorrow afternoon. This session will involve more structured activities designed to help you delve deeper into your emotions. Please come prepared for a physically and emotionally intense experience."

"Thank you," Andrei said, feeling a sense of resolve. "I'm ready for it."

The second session...

Andrei returned to the club, feeling a mix of nervousness and excitement. He was greeted by the facilitator from the previous session, who guided him to the advanced session area.

"Andrei, welcome back," the facilitator said warmly. "Today, we'll be taking things to a new level. This session will involve more physical exertion and guided emotional exercises. Are you ready to begin?"

Andrei nodded determination in his eyes. "Yes, I am."

The session began with a series of intense physical activities designed to push Andrei to his limits. He was encouraged to channel his emotions into each task—lifting heavy objects, breaking larger items, and even participating in controlled combat exercises with padded gear. As he exerted himself physically, Andrei felt his emotions rising to the surface.

"Think about the things that have weighed you down," the facilitator encouraged. "Let each action be a release of those burdens."

As Andrei smashed through obstacles and released his pent-up energy, he shouted out the frustrations and disappointments that had built up over the years. "For the missed opportunities! For the times I felt powerless! For the guilt and the anger I've held onto!"

The physical exertion combined with the emotional release created a powerful experience. Andrei felt a sense of liberation with each swing, each smash, each shout. The activities were interspersed with moments of guided reflection, where he was encouraged to confront his deepest fears and regrets.

In one exercise, Andrei was asked to write down his most painful memories and then shred the paper, symbolizing letting go of the past. "This is for the pain I've caused and the pain I've felt," he whispered as he tore the paper into pieces.

The session concluded with a calming meditation, allowing Andrei to center himself and process the emotions he had released. As he sat in silence, he felt a profound sense of peace and clarity.

After the session, Andrei spoke with the facilitator. "Thank you," he said earnestly. "This was exactly what I needed. I feel like I'm finally starting to understand and heal."

The facilitator smiled. "It's a journey, Andrei. You've made incredible progress. Remember, this is a space for you to continue exploring and releasing your emotions. We're here to support you every step of the way."

Feeling lighter and more empowered than ever, Andrei booked the third session to complete the session, but as of  the second session, Andrei left the club with a renewed sense of purpose.