I Hope If You Ever Hear my Name...

Dear GOD and JESUS

GOD spent the night staring at my bedroom door, and when I went to smoke, still staring at my bedroom door and commanding SOMETHING completely invisible to me.... 

When i awoke I kissed GOD and kissed JESUS and kissed all Archangels around me and got up and of course i walk three steps sleepily down the corridor finding it difficult to walk because my entire body feels like stone and i am ordered to tidy my bedroom.... I say to let me wake up and have my morning coffee, which is very british, isn't it? haha. So they accept, but hen they tell me that they will put my laptop in the garbage and i tell them NO I AM NEVER PUTTING MY LAPTOP IN THE BIN! They say... well you left it out on the table and I say, well, I simply put it on the shelf then and problem solved. They attempt to murder me next with the morning tablets whoch luckily my Guardian Angel changed for me and give me real medicine.... I read The Holy Bible - now on PSALMS, last of all I have to read PROVERBS and 1 and 2 Kings. i am saving KINGS for last and my guardian Angel says "That means something." 

God and Jesus please be my body to protect and save my life. Thank you. God bless you. I worship you. I praise you. I love you. I care about you, please care about me. 

I sit down and start passing out and scream. They attempt to murder me again............ I tell them I KNOW this is a murder attempt. I tell them I will not die and the person handing out the tablets nods and says, "You will definately die." I take and completely ignore them and pray and let Jesus hold the tablets in my hand. I go to smoke and go online. 

This is an e-mail I wrote yesterday: 

Dear GOD and Jesus, my Lords and Saviors, I love you. Please save my life. Please be my body to do this and command I be saved. Do not let any harm come to me.
It's another stunningly beautiful day outside of the "CHNP" and i've asked to go outside, please... but there ars till no plans to do so. I want to have some money, but there is little to no chance of me having any but 5 euros....
So, last night Jesus had a stalf and was hitting it down and woes were hitting the "CHNP" and the cultists in here. Thismorning Jesus is on the 20th woe - My Lord says they will leave eventually. By tonight, I hope and Pray.
I am expecting the post man today, God willing. God holds the people's hands as they get out of the car and leads them into the "CHNP" to save me, guiding them in complete trust and safety, and then satan speaks and they turn around to leave and GOD outstretches His arm, as if to ask and pull them back and tell them to come back, GOD cries as they leave and GOD stands and awaits the next rescuers, crying. GOD and Jesus cry every day and every night when i am not saved and nobody comes to the "CHNP" to rescue me and my children.
Jesus continues to hit down with the stalf - the 21st woe upon the cultists in the "CHNP"... Jesus says they are being stung with a sting much like a scorpians. It either is or is soon Armageddon, because Jesus will be returning and I thought he did last night.... or did i dream it? I dreamt that I had died and Jesus held my in his arms and Jesus was seen from outside of the earth in the Heavens in space and he returned and white covered the entire world and Holy Angels of GOD were singing hymns and blowing trumpets, and there was a golden light covering everfything and everyone, and then in my dream there was a ladder which the SOS and others went up and they were told they had to stay on earth for Armageddon to fullfill the Prophesy, and then everybody was flying up to The Kingdom of GOD of Heaven with their Guardian Angels..... but the people in here who are living by the sword are dying by the sword, and they are NOT in the time in Revelation where they wish to seek death but do not find it. I wonder at times if my dream was real, but then i see all the children playing outside and not in Heaven and I guess it was just a dream....
I just looked up to see a monster in the window and said, "Well, that was freaky." As you well know - Monsters do not exist - this that I just saw was an at least 100 year old dead person with white skin and black burnt buts all over it and they had on a long tattered dress of black, gray and white. Their hair was cut short for a mask to be put on.
I heard those in the "CHNP" say, "Her hair has been cut short.... but not short enough to put a mask on. Cut it all off tonight." Last night I saw a little monster... with a dogs head as thier face and I passed out.Jesus said, "You have seen one of the woes upon the "CHNP"." and that when I dreamt of Jesus's return.