Gilbert's Point of View
"Tulungan mo kong manligaw kay Nicole!"
Hala! Ayan na nasabi ko na. Pakiramdam ko sasabog na ko sa sobrang saya dahil nasabi ko na at sobrang hiya dahil naisigaw ko yun.
Pero bakit natulala si Jea?
"Uyy. Jea, ano na? Tutulungan mo ba ko?"
"A-a okay. S-sige."
"Bakit ka nauutal?"
Srsly. Di ko alam kung bakit sya nauutal. May hindi ba ko alam?
"C-cr muna ako ha?"
"Sige lang."
Anong nangyari dun?
***
Jea.
Pumasok na ko sa isa pang cubicle ng restroom. Isinubsob ko ang muka ko sa palm ko.
'Tulungan mo ko manligaw kay Nicole.'
'Tulungan mo ko manligaw kay Nicole.'
All this years. All this years, it's been her. It's been her, not me.
Umasa ako. Ansakit. D-amn.
Love does hurt.
I got myself out of the cubicle and noticed na vacant na ung isang cubicle. I washed my face, wiped it with my bench towel.
I look unto the mirror and face myself.
"Kaya mo yan, Sam."
I smiled myself. Fake though.
"Fight fight fighting!!"
***
"Where to now?" -She asked.
"Rides!! ^●^"
"Sige tara."
Galing mo umarte, Sam. Wooh!! Its a great day. Do not ruin it.
I said to myself while going out hte resto.
***
Its been a rough day. We have been exposed on so many rides. Anchors away, ferris wheel, etc. We are now sitting on the drop tower. Bet its gonna blow the beast inside of me. Hope I can scream all of what I am saying in my head.Nagsisimula ng umakyat yung drop tower. But d-amn I thought its just low! I wanna scream. But I could not. Im with Nicole and Gil! Hello!?
On the middle of the ride I remembered something.
'Tulungan mo ko manligaw kay Nicole!'
That. That one sentence I should worry for. I hate it! I am enjoying right now.
Biglang huminto ung tower. Then it fell down ride through the bottom.
... Alam mo yung feeling na nalaglag yung puso mo at ang kaluluwa mo naiwan sa kung saan. Whoa. It burst out the feeling that I have in my soul...
***
The day now is gonna end. We are starving. So we decided to eat again at the Bonchon.
***
Here we are at the Bonchon. I offered myself to order. Kesa naman na maiwan ako dun sa table. Baka kausapin pa ako ni Gil tungkol sa panliligaw nya. Tss. I better stay at my place. The place that I should be.
***
We are at the car parking now. We stayed here. As we are waiting for Nicole. Beacause she is at the restroom to retouch.
"Payag ka diba?"
"Huh?"
"Sa panliligaw diba?"Napansin ko na medyo nahihiya sya. Geez. I felt so guilty. Pinapaasa ko syang tutulungan ko sya. Pero nevermind. Tutulungan ko na lang sya. Di naman sya type ni Nicole eh. Duh!
"Sige." I grinned.
"Whats up with the grin?"
"Nothing. Oh, ayan na pala sya."As soon as Nicole was here. I stepped and entered the car and so they did.
***
We are still stuck here. The position of us in the car is still the same. Well, as they were speaking I am listening on my earphones. Okay, there is no sound that I am listening to. So, I can listen to what they are talking to. For now, naghaharutan sila. Not to mention na nag picture sila kanina habang di pa naandar. And they did'nt include me!! Kaya nanaman pala ni Gil magisa edi wag nya na ako idamay dun sa panliligaw nya. Tss. -_-
"Jea!"
"Yes? Uhmm, I mean, may sinasabi ka?"Geez. Akala pa naman nila di ko sila naririnig.
"Hihihihihi. Diba may pagkain ka pa?"
Uggh! I knew it.
"Here. Get some."
I brought out the snacks as we are going through the road.
Then, yeah, nagsubuan sila dahil di mahiwalay ni Gil ang kamay nya sa manibela. I SUPER HATE THIS DAY! I SWEAR!!
***
Naihatid na namin si Nicole sa bahay nila and as Gil got himself out the car. He said "Tutulungan mo ko diba?"
"Course. Ang kulit neto."
"Hahaha. Okay, okay. Sige na. Bye."
"Bye!"
***
I quickly got myself into my room and did my thing on th bathroom. As the water pours on my shoulder, I promised myself
"Do not let yourself fall."
Miss A: Kawawa si Jea. Oh well, sorry for the very very late update. Busy kasi. Dami projects and paperworks. Babawi ako promise. Hi sa mga super duper konting readers! Paki promote naman para mapunta sa mga library ng ibang watty owners jan. Thankyouu. ^•^
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