i have a really shit headache right now, but all i can say is that pride way awesome.
uhh- we might've spent more than 300€, but ey, life's expensive now. I'm working on a video about the pride right now and decided to take a break because the pain got really bad-
so ye, the uhh- realization that i tried to kill myself- didn't try, but was about to just settled in my brain. And holy fuck am I depressed, I should really get diagnosed or something..
either wayy- i'm in the bus right now, we'll have to change bus to actually get to our destination (home) and i'm fucking exhausted af.
my bag is filled with stuff, but also fucking THREE NON-ALCOHOLIC CHAMPAGNE BOTTLES. Because we don't have that in our country, so we decide to grab some for home.
tomorrow i've got school, which i'm not excited for, and my suicidal urges will probably come back, which i'm not surprised at.
So yeah, i'm pretty glad i went on this trip to Latvia and even through I feel awful, i'm really happy!
(204 words)
https://youtu.be/nZSEs5Nd9dg?si=NJN3gRrUlWI4FSOv
also saw these at the market
and also what i just drew
June 16th 2024
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(𝘾𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙀𝘿) random shitty thoughts at like 3 am/diary
SonstigesThis is a former canceled vent book, disclaimer: first 3 chapters are my angsty self thoughts. Original story description: things that I write at 3 am because I have no life