Broken Heart.

The atgument

I am sorry Jason I just can't cope with you smashing my life up with your fucking alcohol. I now Monica I promise I will stop. But you said that yesterday and the day before. I now it is just so addictive. Well is it more addictive then your wife and your poor children having to constantly go through this over and over again. Look Monica I am truly so sorry. To be honest with you Jason I am at the stage where I am just going to not except it. You now sometimes I fell as if you think you don't have a loving family who still loves you. You don't even think you have any responsibilities. You what jess I don't have any responsibilities. My children are both ten what more do they need. The answer to your question is love your kids need love and your not there for them when they need you. I am there for them write now I am sitting with my kids on the sofa talking to you om the phone. But that's not the point Jason the point is this is the only time you've visited in two years and even right now your drunk. You no what I am calling the fucking child care and sending this case into fucking court because I am not going through this over and over again. Please don't Monica. Well did you do as I asked two years ago before you funked my dam life up. I am so so sorry Monica I deeply regret my past actions. Fuck you Jason fuck you. Why can't you just accept who I am Monica. Because you are a dad with a wife and kids who love you but the thing I'd you don't love them back and that's what truly breaks my heart jason. But ist my life that your criticising. Well then just leave get out of my house and my life just stop causing me fucking problems. But I have nowhere else to go Monica. Well whose fault is that. Your the one who got kicked out of seven apartments for the fucking alcohol. I am so sorry Monica. This is the last thing I am going to ever say to you. What you've done is unforgivable. Good bye Jason.