teenage love ~ achille x patroclus

chapter I ~ unconditional love

Achille and I were in a "secret" relationship for now 3years maybe more. We were what we could call friends with benefits, sleeping with each other sometimes and all cluding at night but the day just two normal best friends or even "brother" for some.
Everyone thought that, but we, we knew.
I know i had more than this feeling for achille, I for real want more for years now but, him i don't now. What about his feeling, does he like me just for fucking or does he have this feeling too?

I love him.
But him,
Does he love me like this ?

Everything were perfect, just how it as to go, both of us happy. But this feeling was always coming back, and I start to feel jealousy specially when people wanted him to go see some stupid girl or marry one of them. I was jealous of them, why them and not me.
I wanted to talk to achille about this, I wanted him to knew how I was terribly in love of him, I wanted him to tell me it was the same for him, I wanted him to have eyes only for me, kinda selfish I know but I love him so much.

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One day while I was in the tant I heard some people talking, they were getting closer to my tant.
"Do you know that apparently the little patrocle was fucking the Prince achille"
"Yeah i heard of that, but I don't think that's true I mean why would the half god achille fuck this little bitch huh?"
"Yeah you right and that's would be so disgusting too"

My heart break when I heard this. Maybe they were right, why would achille want to have a bitch like me as boyfriend or else.

3hours later

I spent all day thinking about this, thinking about what achille was thinking about me, does he see me like those man like his bitch with who he was sleeping time to time? I wish I have the courage to ask him, but I don't.
I than fall asleep, and I would say not even a hour after I heard someone coming into the tant.
It's achille, of course. His clause covering of the blood of the one he killed hours before. I don't mind it, after all that was the reason of why we were here, for doing war.

I feel his breath near to my hear it was sweet. I like it.
"Sorry did I woke you up?" Achille ask me
"No..no don't worry"
"How was your day darling"
Darling, I like it when he calls me like this, it's make me feel special.
"Not that bad, I miss you"
"I miss you to honey"
He land to kiss me but didn't kiss him back, I couldn't, to much question were flying in my head..
"Why did you refuse my kiss"
"Achille.."
"What's going on, you never refuse them, did I do something"
"It's not like that... it's just.."
"Tell me I'm not gonna be mad pat"
"Well, before in the afternoon I heard some guy talking... " It was.hard to say it but I had too I have to get my answers, to be sure and I was too bad at lying anyway so..
"They were talking about us.."
"Us?"
"Yeah... about you know our relationship of friends with benefits.."
"What!? How!?"
"I know.. they say that it was impossibility and just some stupid rumours.."
while saying this few word a tears fell down to my cheek followed by more and more tears.
"They..they said that you would be stupid to fuck someone like me.. specially when you have this beautiful girls at your feet... a..nd they said that the perfect boy named achille would never be sleeping around with a bitch like me" I broke into tears, I was seeing blur I was crowling onto the floor when achille get me and hug me tight in his arms.
A silence was heard of wich only the sound of my mumbling was heard.
Achille decide to break it.
"I'm terribly sorry, you're not a bitch darling, thoese man are wrong they don't know you and are just stupid boys. I'm really sorry."
"But...were they right?"
"What!?"
"About the fact that you fuck with me for fun?.."
"NO! No absolutely no. Why would I? I love you patrocle and I would never fuck with you for fun"
I stayed silence to chock of the I love you to react, but did he love me as friend or as a....
"Patrocle?"
I don't know what really happen but that exact moment my mous went to meet his. And thanks to this a real lovely and grateful kiss last. It was passionate with pure love and happiness.
"I love you " I said not sure of why bit I was feeling it, it was now or never.
"I love you too darling"
Again, he did it again, my heart melted at the heard of this last word.
"No but I mean... I love you... I love you ad a lover... I..I always loved you this way I'm sorry but I just couldn't keep it anymore.. I love you achille"
"...i"
I look at him. Did I just fuck it up, did I just did the worst mistake of my life?
"I love you too patrocle" I saw a tears roll down his face "I love you so much patrocle, I'm so happy right now"
"Wait you love me like that too ??!"
"For years patrocle, ofr years, since i saw you for th first time, since my eyes land on your hair, face, body, lips, eyes I loved you.. so I think I can ask you now... Do you.. do you accept to be my beaufriend, and possibly future husband honey?"
"I..I do yes" we both hugged each other, crying of happiness.