My Destiny

Prologue

It's raining outside and all I can hear is the sound of loud thunder and her sob while begging me to stay.

Please.. don't go".Pag-mamakaawa nito habang nakasalampak ito sa sahig at hawak hawak ang aking mga kamay.

All I can do is to look down at her trying to pull my hand but she just hold me tight knowing that if she let go of me--- I will leave her forever.

L-let me go, this is the best for the both of us".I said but she just shake her head and cried even more.

I want to live my life the way I want it to be, I don't want to be just a wife to the person I don't even have feelings towards her.

It's been two years that I've been suffering from this stupid fix marriage! I didn't even agreed for this in the first place but I don't have the right to say no.

H-hindi mo man lang ba a-ako natutunang mahalin kahit konti?".She asked looking at me, I can feel the pain in her voice."How about the nights we spent together? The kisses we shared? The day you decided to give all of you--- wala lang ba yun sa'yo?".Muling tanong nito habang patuloy na umaagos ang mga luha sa kanyang mga mata.

Just forget about it".I said blankly as I looked away to avoid her stare.

W-what?".Hindi makapaniwalang saad nito.

You want me, right? You want my body. Ibinigay ko lang ang gusto mo!".I said looking at her angrily."We both know that it was just nothing! We we're just pretending to be lovers to pleased our family! I can no longer stay with the person I don't love! I want to live my life the way I want not the way they want it to be!".

She look at me hurt and slowly get up to face me, she's trying to hold back her tears while staring at me.

A-all the things that I'd do for you infront of our family and friends is not just pretending, the way I treated you--- the way I cared for you. L-lahat nang yun ay totoo".Her voice cracked as her tears falling down on her cheeks."M-maybe for you all the moments we've shared is just nothing but p-pretending, but for me it was special. I'm so stupid dahil pinaniwala ko yung sarili ko na pareho tayo nang nararamdaman".She said smiling bitterly as she look down on her feet."I'm sorry for f-falling inlove with y-you--- falling inlove with my w-wife".She uttered almost whispering the last word.

She slowly turn her back at me and walk towards the door and left me, I saw how the rain poured on her body and slowly falling down on her knees crying out loud.

If this stupid fixed marriage didn't happened none of us would've even hurting like this! Why did they put me on this situation?

There's no one I can blame but our family! They didn't cared for our feelings! All they cared is their stupid bussiness and happiness!

Wala silang inisip kundi ang kayamanan nila! Habang sila nagpapakasaya sa fame na meron sila... Ako heto pilit na kumakawala sa sitwasyon na kinalalagyan.

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Author's note.......

Patikim pa lang yan... Wala pa tayo sa exciting part! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA keep reading! Love yah!