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Chapter 7: Chaotic

That Night: Sarah's pov

Kie, JJ, Pope, and Cleo were all out on a double date somewhere tonight. Me and John B decided to stay behind because we one that we had to talk about everything that has happened lately and where we are exactly in our relationship, after I cheated on him with Topper.

" Sarah can I just ask you one question" John B said leaning up against the kitchen island, as I nodded my head. " Why did you do it?"

I thought about the question for a few seconds before answer his question. " I don't really know I guess I was a dark space. I was homeless, we had just gotten into a fight and he just happened to be the one who found me. He brought me to a party on the boneyard and one thing kind of lead to another. I promise you John B it didn't mean anything, I swear. If I could go back to that night and changed everything that happened I would. But I can't so you're just going to have to accept my apology and gain my trust back, okay."

John B scoffed, " Do you have any idea how hard it's going to be for me to gain your trust back! According to Kie you have cheated on every single one of your boyfriend, and you sure as hell seemed to keep that trend going. I thought you were done with that phase once we agreed to get married but I guess some people never change. We're done Sarah!" John b yelled as he walked away from me, leaving me sitting on one of the bar stools near the kitchen island.

I quickly made my way into our bedroom and got all of my stuff from my room and put it in the only bag I had. I wrote a note to JJ and Kie and left it on the kitchen counter just so they knew I wasn't kidnapped or anything. It was simply note explaining where I was going and why. Before I left the house I found a small picture of me, Kie, and John B and I ripped John B's body off of the picture and crumpled it up in a ball and threw it in the trash, leaving it just a picture of me and Kie and I left it by the note so I knew John B would see it.

I walked outside and started to head towards my old house. I would have driven there but I don't have a car yet, and the only vehicle we had was JJ's motorcycle and I wasn't going to steal that from him.

Thankfully the weather was a lot nicer than yesterday. Even though it was dark outside it probably was in the mid 50s so it was walkable weather. I cried all the way to my house thinking about how badly I screwed up this time. I had the man of my dreams I was married, not legally, but still, I gave that all up because of a stupid fling I had with my ex. I think I finally understand how Rafe felt after Kie caught him cheating on her. Usually I never felt bad for the other boy I cheated on because I never really was in love with them I just was dating them for fun, but with John B it was different I was in love, just like how Rafe was in love with Kie.

When I made it to my old house, Rafe had opened the door before I even got a chance to knock on it. " What are you doing here?" Rafe asked.

" I'm moving back in." I gulped scared of what Rafe might do next, because the last time it was just me and him alone he tried to drown me.

I tried to walk past him to get in the house, but he blocked the entrance. " It looks like you were crying are you okay?" Rafe asked seeming concerned, but I couldn't tell if it was just one of his attempts to get under my skin.

" Since when do you care?" I asked with a slight attitude.

" Since I'm trying to become a better person, and one way to do that is to care about my sister, especially when she's upset about something." Rafe said now locking eyes with me.

I laughed in his face, " yeah right! now can you please let me in the house?"

" Wait Sarah, I'm serious I'm actually trying to become better. I got rid of all my drugs, I blocked Berry, I've been clean for a day, which I know is not a lot but I just started last night. I'm also thinking about possibly going to therapy. Rose has been helping me look for one. I actually wanna become a better person Sarah I promise." Rafe blurted, and then moved to let me in the house.