He's always the second choice.
She's not a choice at all.
He's stuck in his brother's shadow.
She doesn't let someone else get stuck in her shadow.
He doesn't know how to deal with emotions, especially not anger.
She doesn't know how to feel emotion...
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Rindou never felt this depressed before.
He accepted being the second choice. He accepted people not liking him as much as they like Ran.
He learned to not cared about people.
But she was different to him
He wanted to be her first choice, he wanted her to accept him. He wanted her to love him as much as he loves her.
But he can't just forget it. He can't forget how she lied to him.
It's not really that she lied and kept secrets. But the fact that she knew people were going after him and his brother and she was one of them.
He can understand why she choose her brother. But he wished she had said something.
He wished she would've done something before he got attached.
He loved her more than anything.
He loved her perfect features that adored her face. He loved the little baby hairs that sometimes tried to hide her forehead. He loved the little imperfections on her skin. He loved her lips that were always hiding her smiles. He loved her eyes that held so many things in them, but they still looked only at him.
He loved when she was confused about an emotion. He loved her little habit of ordering the same thing at the vending machine. At that damn vending machine that started everything.
He loved the way she spoke, the way she thought, the way she acted. He loved every inch of her.
He loved her more than he said and more than she would ever know.
How would she know? Not even Rindou knows the limit of his love that he feels for her.
He would do anything for her.
But he can't ignore that stabbing pain of betrayal that she left inside of his heart. She was involved with everything behind his back and she didn't say anything.
It's not that he was mad. He just felt betrayed... Hurt.
He loved her more than anything and she stabbed him in his back. His heart was bleeding and she was the cause of it.
She calmed him down, she became his everything. She became his chill pill, she became the reason he loved school. She became the reason he liked that dang vending machine.
And now she was his biggest heartbreak.She was the one who broke him.
And as much as he wants to think it's a misunderstanding, she didn't stop him from leaving.
