Seek for the freedom

2

It was already 9:28 by the time I had finally chosen a song to get ready to.
It put on a better mode for the morning since my annoying fucker of a stepdad already fucked it up.

Put his voice for an alarm and that would sure wake you up.

I had started going through my clothes for what I was gonna wear. I'm not the type of person to show off my body.

That's a total fucking no.
It's not like I'm insecure or anything. I know what lays beneath, it's just not something I would want to show off for attention, cause that's the only thing I would gain from wearing it.

But I don't mind a tight crop with something baggy for the bottoms.
It's like a win win .

I decided to go with a tight cropped shirt that was slightly above my belly button showing off my belly piercing.
It was to cute I had to get it but the only way I could was by doing it myself since I wasn't allowed to cause they both said no and said "only whores get stupid shit like that". I did it anyway but that only caused me to not be able to go out for a month.

I paired the shirt with some jorts it was nothing too baggy but also nothing too tight.
I then put on my black ankle high socks.
I had a type of routine for the morning that I started to get way to use to.
I Start by picking up an outfit to after I bushed my teeth since I don't want to have corn for teeth and breath that smells like weed.
Then I wash my face.
Apply little to no makeup.
something simple.

That's exactly what I did this morning.
Every morning to be exact.

It was 8:32 by the time I was done putting my hair in the clip
"3 more minutes reader!!"
Fuck
I just need to put on my jewelry plus put on my shoes and grab a water from downstairs.
I can do this.
I just feel a little slow.
Oh right.
I can just put my shoes and jewelry on in the car.
Problem solved
I hurried m up and grabbed my black sambas and got my tote bag quickly stuffed it with lip gloss, eyelash curler, my charger and my cord headphones.
"IM COMING!!"
I say exiting my room heading towards the living room to the kitchen.
But of course, my mother has to ruin it even more by opening her mouth.
Dick sucking mouth

"Are you going to make your father wait all morning or what"
Ruined again
Bitch

"He is not my father, and he said it was fine so quit sticking your hand up both our ass yea?" Those words came out as easy as butter on a hot pan.
"Can you quit being a bitch for once?"
"Can you quit being a bitch of a mother?"
"Look I don't have time to waste with you I have to be in the car in a minute. Don't want me wasting Ron's time right." I say as I walked past her frozen body quickly grabbing a water and heading through the door. But right before I was out.
" I wish you can just be a normal daughter"
I sighed.
And with that the door was slammed in her face.
I didn't feel like I needed to waste words with her. When all that comes in and out of it is dick.
Not worth to hear anything from her.
I head to the car to see Ron already waiting.
"Look I made it on time"
"Yea with your shoes not even on, hurry up and put them you are not going to be shoeless in my car ha"
"Yes sir"
I gained a glare from him
Ron is not bad looking but you can tell he is on the older side.
I honestly don't know what he sees in my mom, they both treat each other like shit.
He drinks and she cheats cause he drinks.
Just doesn't make sense.
But what can I do about it.

I was already in front of school watching the building being filled up with students.
I don't hate it
I'm not popular
But I'm not lonely either
I have decent friends and theres nothing more I can really ask for.
"K thanks Ron. Bye"
"yea your welcome"
I know he meant well
We don't have the best relationship but we don't have the worst.
We can tolerate each other and thats all.
I started walking towards my class. And that would be first period history.
I only have two people I know in that class. Those being the twins. Lily and Hayden.
I sat in my sit as soon as I entered which was in the back near the door.
" Ayyy look who finally made it on time" Hayden said .
Hayden was the boy twin.
Both him and his sister lily were red heads, but got made fun of so much by calling them leprechauns and all that shit. So now lily dyed her hair to blonde and Hayden dyed his a dark hazelnut brown, both were gifted with hazel eyes. They kinda both took everything to heart, but they both been in some shit that made them the way they are.
If anything I was more closer to Hayden than lily. Lily was one of those preppy girls. I just talked to her in this class.
If it wasn't for us being in the same class we wouldn't have ever talked.

"Shut up you act as if you are always the one being early" I say.
"I am today aren't i?"
" smart mouth"
"This mouth can do plenty"
"Sure"
"Your fucking weird Hayden"
Said his sister lily as she sat in front of me while Hayden sits next to me.
I slightly laugh from what lily said. Hayden swears he gets girls. He's only been with 3 girls since middle school, we are now in our final year of high school.
The only reason he has a big head is cause those girls have only ever said good things about him.
Apparently the d is indeed fire.

" yea whatever"
"Okay everyone please settle down today will be a catch up day so please put phones away and... focus on work instead of trying to impress girls Elijah"
The whole class had started to laugh at the teachers comment.
"Oh commonnn"
"Yea you heard what I said-"
She was then cut off by a knocking on the door.
"Who could that be?"
She started looking at me and Hayden's direction and as soon as she made eye contact with both of us a confused expression showed on her face.
"Hayden and reader are here on time today though"

The whole class to giggle at the fact she was calling everyone out.

"Okay we get it miss"
Me and Hayden eyed each other before laughing.
"Oh wait I forgot ....

We have a new student."