Her Best Second Chance

Chapter 18: Friendship

~Solayne's POV ~

Continuation from chapter 16

Slowly standing to my feet like a scolded child, my eyes aimlessly wonder everywhere except for him.

Sweating aplenty despite the AC being on 17, I fiddle with my hands considering how I am about to explain all this.

'I am so screwed' my inner thought screams at me when we couldn't decide on anything suitable.

"I .... I, " I stammer like the culprit I am, unsure of what exactly to say.

"Save it" he growls deadly glaring at me.

Looking away to the small mess I created, guilt eat away at me.

'I shouldn't have touched it,' I repeat fretting.

"Get out" he lowly speaks my eyes immediately finding his.

"Wha... what?" I question a bit confused behind his meaning.

"Did I stutter?" His jaw clenches with every visible vein in his neck throbbing "Pack your things and get out!" he repeats tears stinging at the corner of my eyes.

'He could never be serious?' I stand in disbelief 'all because of a gun?' Feeling defeated I still couldn't find the energy to move or say anything. It's like I am rooted to the floor.

Taking 2 long strides towards me, he grips my arm roughly shoving me towards the door.

Staggering to the middle of the room, I make eye contact with him seeing he is deadpan serious.

"I am sorry ..."

"Get out Solayne!" He barks not sparing me a glance.

"But I don't know anywhere Arzhel where do you expect me to go?!" I shout.

I suppose he would be angry but to throw me out of his house is the last thing I expected to happen.

"You should have thought about that before you went snooping through my stuffs." Gathering his files he neatly packs them back in place.

"I was looking ...."

"Why are you still here?" He throws down his hands standing up " l am certain I just asked you to leave"

"Arzhel " I barely mumble, a tear slipping from my eyes. "You can't just bring me here and throw me out in the middle of nowhere " I try to reason not wanting to leave just yet."I have no idea where I am"

Refusing to acknowledge my presence I nod accepting my defeat. Utterly disappointed, I turn on my heals walking in shame towards the door.

"Just so you know" I stop at the door facing him for the last time "I quit" I mumble closing the door.

Different emotions swamp me all at once and all I could do is cry.

'Why do I feel this way?' Shocking pain like a bolt of lighten struck my chest and I hold onto the wall for support.

It's funny how when your heart is broken you physically feel it in your chest.

Covering my mouth to shield my sobbing, I swiftly walk down the hall way hearing the sound of glass shattering in the distance. Already knowing where that is coming from, I continue to the room to pack everything I owned

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Friendships cause heartbreak's too

5:48 the same day (back in Kingston)