Alpha King Jeon Jungkook || TZUKOOK

CHAPTER 4

"I... Jungkook... I'm tired..."

I gripped his arm a little tighter as I mumbled. However, he didn't pay any attention to me as he continued what he was doing with me. It's been six days since I've been sleeping with him every night.
After the first night, he hasn't spoken or let out a word in front of me. He just comes at night and then does this. I was never awake when he finished his actions but today... I feel so tired. I just can't hold it anymore.

He is my mate and I should be loved by him. But why do I feel that we aren't mates and there's no bond between us at all? To him, I'm just a woman who sold herself for money and he's not acknowledging me as his mate. I would be lying if I said that I'm not hurt because of his actions. I'm hurt... I'm deeply hurt. I was warned not to have feelings or thoughts towards him from the beginning but how can I just ignore my feelings when he happened to be my mate? The man who the moon goddess chose for me?

I sighed, closing my eyes as he didn't show any sign of stopping his actions. I let go of his arm and clenched the sheets biting my lower lip, preventing myself from moaning. It's okay.... today is the sixth day and this will be over tomorrow night. I won't be upset if he isn't my mate... however fortunately or unfortunately he's my mate and that's why I am feeling all these pain and terrible feelings.

How does it feel to become your own mate's surrogate? How does it feel to be treated by your mate as a breeding object? And how does it feel to be ignored by him as if you are a random woman from nowhere? I'm going through all these right now.

I wished... he wasn't my mate. So I wouldn't have felt this awful in his presence. I had to force tears back into my eyes without letting out. It's not about the pleasurable sex between two fated mates... it's all about the exhausted mentality and physical I'm facing now. I'm so tired.

My wolf was tired as she tasted the disdain from her mate. I thought at least he would talk to me, talk about how I feel, or maybe about myself. All those things are just unwanted details. That's why he's silent.

Unexpectedly, he pulled himself out and moved away from my body. I was shocked. I looked at him with nervousness. Did I make him angry? Will... will he just kill me here because he's furious at me? I pulled the quilt over my body regretting my own words earlier. I could have endured.

Why did I say that? Now I will have to suffer. When I was about to tell him that I was fine and he could continue, he casually got up from the bed and pulled his boxers and then his pants up. Then he grabbed his shirt which was on the floor and left the room.

After he left, I buried my face in the pillow letting out the sorrow in me as tears. Why? Why is this happening? Why couldn't he just become a normal man instead of my mate? It's normal for mates to have feelings for each other no matter what kind of situation they are in and I am having those feelings for him which brought more difficulties and pain to me. At least a word from him that can comfort me for a second? No, as his surrogate how can I ever expect his gentleness? I'm merely a breeder and that's all.

Time Skip...

The next morning I woke up and had a cold bath washing all the sourness in my body. After I was done, I came out of the washroom to see Martha in the room I'm currently staying in. Although I sleep in Alpha Jungkook's room every night, I have to leave it in the morning and stay in the room that I was given by Alpha Lee Dong-Wook.

"You can wear this dress, lady. I was asked to give this to you" She placed a white and light yellow mixed dress on the bed. She said no more but took her leave. A beautiful dress.

I don't know who asked her to give this to me and I didn't care because I hadn't worn such a beautiful dress before. It's a simple dress but there's a charming and elegant aura in it. I changed into the dress without hesitation. Taking a look at myself through the mirror, I braided my hair. The dress is so beautiful.

"WHERE IS SHE? WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT BITCH?" I gasped and the comb fell from my hand as the furious voice of a woman echoed. What was that? Whoever she was, what made her so angry?

My thoughts were disturbed when the door of my room kicked open revealing a woman who was young and beautiful. Her eyes are red and her lips are trembling due to anger. Her sharp honey-colored eyes observed me quickly and I saw the way she gritted her teeth furiously. I was completely confused and it's the first time I'm seeing her. She's beautiful but the rage in her makes her look ugly.

"Fucking whore!" she charged towards me before slapping me hard across my face. My body went numb with her powerful slap and I could no longer feel my cheek. The burning pain spread everywhere in me and I was dazed. My vision went dark and my mind went blank from the sudden attack.

"YOU THINK THAT SLEEPING WITH HIM CAN MAKE YOU SIT HIGH?"

"THINK YOURSELF AS HIS LUNA ALREADY? FUCKING PATHETIC SLUT!" She shouted grabbing me from my hair and slamming my head at the mirror of the dressing table. I was defenseless and helpless. Her strength was far better than mine.

All I could hear was the sound of glass shattering along with myself whimpering from the pain. Apart from the pain, I felt a thick liquid dripping from my forehead along with the heavy smell of blood.

"WH-WHAT ARE YOU WEARING? HOW DARE YOU STEAL CLOTHES? THIS IS A DRESS OF LUNA DELINA! BITCH.... ARE YOU TRYING TO ACT LIKE HIS MOTHER TO GAIN HIS ATTENTION?"

She continued screaming from rage as she again slapped me and pulled my hair while I was on the floor struggling to catch my breath. At the same time, I felt the urge to vomit and my stomach felt so upset.

" JENNIE! FUCK AWAY FROM HER!"

My eyes were covered with blood but I heard the angry roar of Alpha Lee Dong-Wook and then apart from his tone, I felt someone rushing into the room and at the same time scent I feel every night spread through the room. I felt so tired and felt that I wanted to sleep. A long sleep.

"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?" I still heard the sound of the woman crying and screaming. Again, I felt her grabbing my hair. "I'M KILLING HER! I'M KILLING HER!" She continued screaming.

"I won't repeat. Get your hands off of her!" Why have I not fainted yet? My body has gone cold and I can't see anything because of the blood in my eyes. But what made me so weak was the pain. My body is aching, my head is spinning and my heart is throbbing. I tried to take a few breaths but it was hard for me to breathe with my current state. It hurts... It hurts so much.

Another painful whisper slipped out of my mouth when I felt much force on my hair as she pulled me. Why do I suddenly feel like I'm a doll who's getting abused?

"How could you... do this to me...Jungkook?" Her tone became a bit slower as I heard her crying. Jungkook? Is... is she someone related to him? Rather than the physical pain I'm experiencing, I feel my heart is slowly shattering. It hurts... He's my mate... not someone else's.

"I thought... We talked about this and fixed this...Jungkook... Why are you doing this?" She continued crying. Talk about what? What is she to him? I was dazed already.

"Fuck off Jennie!" It was his voice and I guess he pushed the woman away from me as my hair was released. Within a second, I felt a pair of strong arms lifting me up. I can't see anything but soon, I feel like I'm losing my hold and am about to faint. As I expected I felt everything was getting away from me.

I came to become a surrogate and end this... but what's happening with me? What are these people doing to me? I'd rather let them kill me than get abused by random women.

To be Continued...