i've never felt so sad so lonely
so loved so hurt
why cant life give me what i wnat it to give me?
Why can't it give me happiness
positivity
love
hope
the point is that i have all of these things
i just don't know how to explain them
there emotions
but then they aren't
what can i do about the person that i am
why does a fourteen year old child need to go through this
if you think about it you realise this isn't all that complicated
but then it is
i don't know it anymore
what i do know is that i want all of this to stop
but it's easy for you to say
you don't have it as hard as me
and do i even have it hard?
no, i quess not
it could be worse a lot more worse
but it isn't
then why am i stll worrying
it costs so much energy from me
i don't want to give that out
but how else will i get throught this?
There is always another way.
What do you mean with that!?
Accepting myself
loving myself
how do i do that huh!!??
i don't know how
do you know jow long i've been trying to do that
i don't wanne say it
just get it!
why don't get it
i don't want to have all of this anymore
why me? why me..
WHY ME
why me
why me
why me
juts help me
be there for me
like you always do.
please..
please get me out of here
of this dark tunnel
why
WHY
(Sobs)
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Evita♡ (By FlowerGirl231109)
SpiritualThe most important thing in life is to accept your life, how it twist and turns. And to be yourself no matter what, only then you'll find hapiness, love and peace If your stuck or lost in life, read my story. And be inspired by the love I'll give yo...
