Hi my name is Hexu Wu , 29 years old , half Chinese and half Filipino , hindi ako guys spy , hindi rin ako lumaki sa farm HAHAHA
Lumaki ako sa Canada my mom and dad die in car accident when I'm 12 years old
Being a orphan is hard because you don't know who can relay on , i don't really trust anybody , even my mom and dad other family i don't trust them
When i was 18 no one came to my graduation day , I just stay in my sit and wait the graduation end and i just straight home and sleep
If i can turn back the time maybe i just stop mom and dad
If i just being nice son maybe the accident never happen
If i can say to my mom and dad how much i love them maybe they here by my side and we happy
Now I'm 29 years old , I'm a successful business man , i have a lot of branches just open this month the month of my mom and dad died anniversary maybe i can visit them
I can visit them and our house, I miss the house i suppose to play everyday but when the accident happen i just left the house without any word
But our maid stay there and take care of the house for my mom and dad memory, She is my second family thou so
"Sir Wu this is the other papers you need to sign"
"Lee I'm going home"calming voice
"I'll drive you home Sir Wu" he look at me in the eye
Lee is my assistant for many years and he is so nice man , he is quite and not a talkative person maybe that's why he manage to be my assistant for many years
"No,...my home is far" i smile
"What do you mean Sir?" he look confuse what i just said
"I'm going home in Philippines maybe tomorrow, Can you handled my other work also please get me a ticket for my flight" calm voice
" How long you will staying in Philippines Sir? Are you sure leave the company in my care for time being?" worry about me
"Yes i know you Lee , Maybe 2 months . I'll be back before you know it" I left the office
Evening
Here I'am waiting in airport for my flight, I been here for second waiting for the time. I see a lot of people passing by talking , smiling, busy people talking on their phone..
"Sir here the ticket and passport.Are you sure about this Sir Wu?" Lee talking look hesitate.
"I'm sure about this I'll be back" I take the passport "I leave now bye" and i smile to him.
I'm in my passenger sit close to a window. I see a calming cloud. Cloud has a memory like human being but far to reached from underneath like god, even you pray for entire years you cannot find the right reasons for all of thing.
What would happen? if i just stay our house. Maybe I'm not like this hating all things about god. I always asking him why would he give me a terrible fate.
There are some people who need too punish why my family who always humble and kind on everyone around us. Why do i have to suffer when i was a kid?. Why would he do what he wants.?
My family never loses fate on him , How could he take them.?why would he never take me too. I miss my mom & dad. I don't believe on god when the accident happen.
I'm falling in under water for several feet, that i can swim back to shore and take a long break for this kinda worse memory in my life.
Morning
