The Pain of a Broken Heart

"I'm fine.." I told Ari as we walked to lunch.

"No you aren't." She looked at me, but I avoided her gaze by looking ahead of me.

"I'm fine..I promise." But in all honesty, I wasn't fine. I was beyond fine. But if I told her..Hell, if I told anyone what's been bothering me.. They wouldn't understand. Or care. Nobody cares anymore. Some days I just wanna leave and never come back.

"Audrey. Stop saying that. You obviously are not fine. Tell me what's bugging you babe." Ari was one of my best friends. Hell, I trusted her with my life. But there were something's I couldn't say out loud. And this was one of them. I just had to hide it a little better..

"Sorry.." I mumbled,"I-" My throat choked and I felt years sting my eyes, I was losing my self control over my emotions. Shit. I can't do this,"I promise. I'm fine. If something was worng-"

"You will tell me later. Why won't you tell me?" She looked really worried now.

"I just..cant." I said and sat down at our group's normal table. I ignored her worried looks all through lunch and intermurals. This was going to be a long day.