I need to get out of this nightmare I call my life. Will anyone save me. I guess not . I have to keep my head down, and nobody will know. People I don't trust people all they do is hurt others. Are there any nice people in this world?. I guess not all people hurt others. I wish I could escape my life . But it's too hard. I have nobody that cares, not even my brother. All my father does is get mad and take his anger on me and my brother. Nobody understands how hard it is to live my life. Nobody would survive it . All these thoughts inside my head it like my whole world is spinning. The whole world is against me. Nobody would care about me. I am all alone in this world. World anyone care about me?. How much more can life throw at me .why is this my life .why does this have to be me. I thought family are supposed to love you, but mine never did. All my family did hurt me so much. My heart was so broken that I never could have repaired. I must keep this to myself, or I will go insane. Oh wait, I already am .My life is spinning like it never stops. People are evil. Why should I trust people?. People always let me down. How will I get up again?. Will I be strong enough to survive this. Will people ever not hurt me. I am losing my mind. Everything is spinning. Please stop. It hurts so much. I don't get enough love, nobody care and nobody there. It's like I am always talking to a wall, and nobody responds. I am all alone in this world. Why am I so alone?. Why am I the one who's always getting hurt? Is anyone there? How can I live like this??
