Finding Hope Somewhere

Chapter 12

I woke up the next morning and I looked over at my phone and it said 15 missed called from Jasper and 10 texts from Jasper.

I really needed some time to cool off from yesterday. It was a really big shocker about the whole thing yesterday, I was really flabbergasted.

My Aunt made an appointment for me to see the local physciastrist about my anger and hate towards the world. But the thing is I don't hate the world I just hate certain people in it.

I just wore what I was wearing yesterday to go see her. My aunt dropped me off because she had to run some errands.

I walked into the room and I looked up and it was Jasper's mom.

"Hi sweetie, what's your name?"

"Laura"

"I'm Dr.Peters"

"I know"

I sat down on the couch very uncomfortably. I couldn't believe that she was going to be my physiatrist.

"So Laura, tell me about yourself"

"Okay, Im 16, I consider myself as a punk chick, I have a terrible life, that includes betrayel, bullying, and abusive parents"

"Oh okay, and what school do you go to?"

"Cambelridge High"

"My son goes there"

"I know"

"You know who Jasper is?"

"Yes, we are dating"

"Oh I didn't know he had a girlfriend"

"So he hasn't told you about me at all?"

"No not one word"

"Hmm okay, well did you know he knocked a girl up an wont pay child support for his child? AND THE WORST PART IS THAT HE LIED TO ME ABOUT THE WHOLE THING!!"

"I'm sorry about that Laura"

"Yep I'm sorry for myself"

"Well, do you need me to talk to him."

"I don't need anyone of your help" I said as I got up from the couch and dialed my aunt to come and pick me up.

Jasper's mom is such and arrogant moron. She thinks her son is a perfect angel. Well the truth is he's a LYING BASTARD. I said aloud.

Everyone was staring at me like I was crazy or some kind of freak. I was waiting for a little bit and finally My aunt pulled up on the side of the curb.

"Hi Laura how was it?"

"Fine now let's go"

"Tell me about it?"

"She's stupid she's my boyfriends mother."

"Oh"

I think I really needed to give Jasper another chance. I love Jasper so much. I just was so fed up with being hurt I thought he was going to hurt me again. I love him and he loves me so much.

When I got home I called his phone because I really missed him and I needed to give him time to talk.

"Hello"

"Jasper baby I really miss you"

"Laura my love I miss you too. You don't know I went through hell without you"

"Same here"

"Laura can I come over?"

"Of course"

"Laura I just want to hold you in my arms"

"I want to be held in your arms"

I was so happy that Jasper was coming over to see me. I really missed him so much. I want him to explain the whole thing to me. I never want to loose him again.

"AUNT LYNN MY BOYFRIEND IS COMING OVER!!" I screamed so I could get her attention.

"OKAY NO FUNNY BUSINESS" she screamed back.

I just rolled my eyes and laughed. I heard the door bell ring so I ran downstairs to greet him. Without hesitation I opened the door and wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"I missed you so much Laura"

"I missed you too"

I grabbed Jasper's hand and we went up to my room. I was so happy I have him back.

"So explain" I said sitting on my bed.

"Okay I didn't want to tell you because I thought you wouldn't love me because I had a child and won't pay for it. It was an accident the whole thing. Shes the one that dumped me. I loved her at one, but I love you more. I've never loved someone as much"

"Jasper I love you too"

I layed back and Jasper layed next to me. It was still the afternoon but I was really tired.

"Jasper so I went to a phycastrist"

"Really?"

"Yeah and it was your mom"

"Oh wow did it go"

"Well, I flipped out on her"

"Oh"

"She said you never talk about me"

"I know I'm sorry baby"

Jasper put his arm around my waist and whispered in my ear and said "Don't ever leave me again". I just smiled and said "I won't, dont worry" and we both rolled over and fell asleep.