INTIMACY CLINIC - The Conversations we AVOID

WEEK FOUR: Sunday - Part 02

"If you don't mind, may I ask you a personal question?" Charlie said.

Meet looked at him – surprised. "Why are you saying this?"

"I appreciate you sitting here in every session and listening to every word we speak," Charlie said. "But I also noticed you feel shy or awkward to speak or listen to things not directly related to you. You sit in the sex room to avoid the embarrassment of sitting in the living room alone. But you never looked directly at the couple performing in the bed."

"Sorry," Meet lowered her eyes.

"Don't be sorry. I'm not angry." Charlie lowered is eyes, "I'm disappointed though."

"Why?"

"I gave it in in writing that everything in here is voluntary. Even after that, nearly every session, I talk about the rules of this clinic. Yet, you couldn't tell me that you don't want to be present in the sex room."

"No, Charlie." Meet screamed in a hushed tone. "It's not that I don't believe you or your rules. It's just that," she lowered her head, "I thought other members would judge me."

"And why does that matter?"

Meet looked up at Charlie – confused.

Charlie continued, "Veena, Maira, Aanchal. All three of them were in that bed. Yesterday, Lovereet let me hug her. Antara said she was wet. Aanchal irritates me with her questions."

Aanchal narrowed her eyes but chose not to disturb him.

He continued, "Lovereet gave her unique opinion on masturbation. None of them cared about the opinions of other members. Why shall you?"

"I'm sorry. I'll keep this in mind from next time."

"Okay, good." Charlie paused for a few moments. Making the room awkwardly silent before he said. "Now, if you don't mind, may I ask you a personal question?"

"Please, don't talk like this?" Meet made a puppy face.

"I'll stop after you show me that other people's opinions shouldn't matter to you. Not after you say you will keep that in mind."

"Shall I not consider anybody's opinion? What about my husband, in-laws, etc?" Meet asked.

"You need to understand this, there are rules. But there is an exception to every rule. You can't apply the same rule equally on everyone, in every situation."

Meet was all ears. Charlie continued, "For example, if you kill someone, it's a crime. The punishment is life imprisonment or death penalty. But, if you kill someone, to save yourself. Then it's self-defense, not a crime. And there is no punishment."

Meet nodded. Charlie added, "The same way, who's opinion should matter. And in what situation it should matter, depends upon the opinion, and the situation, both."

"And how to know that?"

Charlie tapped on her forehead – by the tip of his index finger – and said, "Use this, rationally." His lips curved up into a gentle smile.

Meet smiled brightly.

"Now, may I ask you a personal question, if you don't mind?" Charlie asked.

"You won't listen na" Meet's crossed her arms against her chest – showing fake anger.

Charlie kept looking at her. Without uttering a word.

"Okay, fine. I give up. Ask your question," Meet lost her fake anger and said like a defeated soldier.

"Did you ever feel your husband has a small dick?" Charlie asked.

Meet's fake anger melted instantly and a blush appeared on her innocent face. Her fair cheeks turned so red as if she was bleeding.

"Are you making fun of me?" She pouted.

"No, it's a serious question." Charlie's tone didn't change.

Sensing the seriousness in his tone, Meet stopped blushing and said, "No. I never felt that." her eyes went downward as she completed the sentence.

Ignoring her awkwardness, Charlie turned to look at Maira and said, "Did you feel your boyfriend has a small dick?"

Maira looked at him – surprised. "How do you know I watch porn? Pooja told you?"

"She didn't have to," Charlie said, and added, "Could you answer my question?"

"Fine. Yes, I felt that way." Maira's tone became cold as she continued, "And now, you will say, this happens because I saw big dicks in porn. And I subconsciously compare them with my bf. And feel dissatisfied to see that my bf doesn't have such a big dick." She looked at Meet and added, "And you will say, that Meet doesn't feel like that because she never saw porn. So for her, her husband's dick is the best. That's why, she never felt that dissatisfaction. Am I right?"

"Why do you use the term 'my bf' instead of 'my ex'?" Charlie asked.

Maira's lips sealed. Her face flushed.

Looking at her expression, Charlie's jaw tightened. "We will come back to that topic at the end of the session today. I have to finish this porn thing first."

He leaned back on his chair. He took a deep breath and said, "You all heard Maira. This is one of the side effects of porn. In porn, the dick sizes are always good. But those sizes are either rare or achieved by drugs. Real men, in general, don't have such large dicks." He laughed. "funny thing is, what girls fantasies about is what they will get hurt by." He turned to Lovereet. "Love, can you explain why large dicks are harmful to girls?"

"Love!!!" Lovereet blushed. "Charlie, please. Don't tease me." She smiled nervously.

"Okay, Lovereet. I will not," Chalie smiled. "Can you answer?"

"Yes," Lovereet nodded. She turned to look around the room. Her aura changed instantly. She continued, "Female sex organs are not infinitely deep. What we see contains, clit, vulva, hood, lips, and a hole. And that is all that we call a female sex organ. Inside it, is a fallopian tube."

"Could you speak English, please?" Charlie interrupted her.

Lovereet laughed, "Sorry," She winked. She cleared her throat. Smiled awkwardly as she continued, "Okay. So we all know pussy." She blushed. She continued shyly, "In simple words, pussy can take a dick with a width of 1 cm, and length of 5.5 inches without any problem. But our pussy can also stretch. So we can take up to 2 cm thick and 6-inch long dick." She turned to look at Maira, and said, "If you take a wider or longer dick than what I said, then it can tear your pussy, needing you stitches to patch it back. The dick can also hit your ovaries, or womb, making you unable to bear children in the future."

"Is this true?" Mayank asked Charlie.

"You doubt my knowledge of the human body?" Lovereet gave him a stern look.

"No, I don't," Mayank shut up.

"At least you didn't counter this time." Charlie smiled, looking at Mayank. "This is progress. Keep it up." Charlie patted his shoulder.

Mayank smiled nervously. "But I always fall short."

"One day, every girl in this room will be proud of you. I believe that." Charlie said.

"Why?" Mayank asked.

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