Love and Sacrifice (Eraserdust/An Eye for An Eye Part 2)

Chapter 7: The Confession

   Shota and Tomura had cuddled up naked and fell asleep watching TV shortly after they had sex, and since Tomura had been so tired, that really sounded nice. Tomura recalled having very vivid wet dreams of Shota and when he slowly awoke to the quiet sounds of the TV he realized just how obsessed he was with Shota. He also noticed his arm was no longer draped over his boyfriend's chest but instead an empty space and he was left questioning where Shota had gone. He looked around, slowly sitting up. Maybe he was out in the living room? He knew that his kids weren't home, so he didn't see any harm in walking around the house to see what he was up to. He paused the TV show that was playing and swung his legs over the side of the bed, rubbing his eyes. He stood up, stretching his arms and yawning then scratching his head. He got dressed into an oversized black T-shirt he packed and a pair of red boxers. He slowly turned the doorknob and pulled the door open. He crept down the stairs so as to not warn Shota he was awake. The stairs betrayed him, however, squeaking as he stepped on them. Shota looked up from his cooking in the kitchen, noticing the sound. He realized it was Tomura and shrugged it off, waiting for his arrival. Tomura stopped at the middle of the staircase, seeing Shota making tamagoyaki. Shota was dressed in a gray long sleeve shirt and gray sweatpants, and his hair was tied back in a ponytail. That alone made Tomura want to rip his clothes off and have him fuck him again. Shota glanced up at him.

   "Morning, sweet pea", he greeted as he cooked. Tomura almost wanted to slip into little space right then and there. Just to talk in a baby voice and be pampered and praised by a handsome man like Eraserhead. That sounded so nice, but he needed time first. He had hoped Shota would be ok with his age regression.

   "Morning", Tomura said groggily, rubbing his eye.

  "How'd you sleep?", Shota asked, eyes focused on the eggs in the pan.

   "The best I have in a while, honestly", Tomura answered. Shota smirked.

   "I did, too", he admitted. He was glad Tomura had slept better now that he was at Shota's place, and Tomura was even happier that Shota slept so well beside him. Tomura came down and approached the counter, leaning on it.

   "Last night was the best night I've ever had", Tomura confessed. Shota raised a brow, smiling a cheeky grin.

   "Oh, yeah?", he asked.

   "Mhm", Tomura muttered, smiling and nodding.

   "Well", Shota started, putting the tamagoyaki onto two plates, "Breakfast is ready", he said as he set the dishes on the dining table just to Tomura's left of the kitchen. Tomura sat down as he was given silverware. He looked up at Shota and couldn't help but notice how strong and tall he was standing over him. He blushed and smirked.

   "I'm glad you're the one that took my virginity, Eraserhead. You're so cool", Tomura confessed. Shota coughed, nearly choking in shock at the sudden, out of pocket comment. He cleared his throat, sitting across from him at the small circular table.

   "Well, I'm certainly glad I got to be your first", Shota said with a small smile. He had made himself a cup of coffee, black, just how he liked it. He set a cup of coffee with sugar and creamer down in front of Tomura. Tomura smiled, happily taking it with two hands. Shota took a small sip, the sound of his quiet slurps filling the silence as Tomura watched in awe. Setting the mug down, he told Tomura to update him on his life.

   "I want to know how you've been", Shota had told him, putting his elbow on the table and resting his head in his hand. And it was true. He didn't even want to tell him about his own issues. He had always felt his own personal problems were unimportant anyways. He started eating as he watched Tomura intently. He was left in awe by Tomura's mannerisms. He had never noticed just how much he admired the little things about Tomura when they met at USJ.