after you my lady

the beginning

JEON JUNGKOOK\'S WORDS

I will approach you, my love, quietly, and I will adore you and love you.. I will lie on top of you and kiss your mouth.

I saw you when you were eighteen years old and I loved you. The age difference between us was not an obstacle because you loved me too.

Four whole years of dating, I saw you in all your forms, my sweet, and you inhabited my mind and stole my heart

Jealousy took a big place inside me. I wanted to keep you away from everyone's sight so that I would be the only person who could see your shadow, but you refused.

I wanted to be alone with you and get close to you, but you refused that as well.

You burned my heart and left me intoxicated with your memories that kill my pride

I wanted you to be a king under my command because you are my woman, so you disobeyed my orders and abandoned me

For a whole year, I have been in conflict between my heart and my heart as well, because I simply wanted to kidnap you for myself, because I love you madly, but just as my love was inciting me, it was also preventing me.

Long nights as I dance with your imagination that destroys my heart, many times as I see your ghost sharing the bed with me and kissing continuously.

I wished to be close to you, as close to your saliva that fills your belly and dangles from your lips, just as I see in my imagination and my mind, which wanted you to be my companion on the bed every night.

I would come back from work completely exhausted, and I would lie on my bed and look at the ceiling of my room, smiling alone when I remembered the words “I love you” that you used to say to me years ago.

My wife, whom I married a short time ago, enters and wears those revealing clothes that I bought while you were in my imagination

She tries to seduce me, but she fails. I hate her getting close to me, but now I imagine her as you

Nights and nights, I've gotten used to being apart from you

But now you are in front of my eyes. You made my tiredness and my lying to myself disappear. I now want you again.

You burned my heart and left me intoxicated with your memories that kill my pride

I wanted you to be a king under my command because you are my woman, so you disobeyed my orders and abandoned me

For a whole year, I have been in conflict between my heart and my heart as well, because I simply wanted to kidnap you for myself, because I love you madly, but just as my love was inciting me, it was also preventing me.

Long nights as I dance with your imagination that destroys my heart, many times as I see your ghost sharing the bed with me and kissing continuously.

I wished to be close to you,  close to you as I see in my imagination and my mind, which wanted you to be my companion on the bed every night.

I would come back from work completely exhausted, and I would lie on my bed and look at the ceiling of my room, smiling alone when I remembered the words “I love you” that you used to say to me years ago.

My wife, whom I married a short time ago, enters and wears those revealing clothes that I bought while you were in my imagination

She tries to seduce me, but she fails. I hate her getting close to me, but now I imagine her as you

Nights and nights, I've gotten used to being apart from you

But now you are in front of my eyes. You made my tiredness and my lying to myself disappear. I now want you again.

My love, I will break all barriers and get you

Seeing you inside my house makes me think about committing something forbidden when my wife is away

I love you, Aviana, so let's do this and that

"Nice to see you again"

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