Not What I Want, But What I Need

Chapter 6:First Date

Richard had grabbed me by the hand and led me to his car, which was a very stunning black Ferrari. Which reminded me of number 19 on my list.

19. He'll have an amazing car.

I know it's something lame to look at for a guy but i just like cars I'm not a gold digger. I'll have to remember to mark that off when i get a chance though. "Wow, you have an amazing car Richard" i tried to sound casual as he held the passenger door open i got in. He closed the door and ran to the other side of the car to get in the drivers seat. As he hopped in he looked at me replying to my previous comment.

"Thank you, i used to make a lot of money before i became a bouncer. I'm practically set for life if I play my cards right." he flashed me a smile before turning the key and starting the ignition. The car turned on with a slight roar before we started to drive.

"Where are we going?" i asked looking at the surroundings that we were passing quickly.

"We're going to a restaraunt it's quiet a distance though it will take about fifteen minutes to get there" he sighed glancing at me then returning his eyes to the road.

"That's fine it must be worth the drive" I made the smile obvious so Richard wouldn't become discouraged. i heard my cell phone go off i had no idea i'd even brought it so it freaked me out and i jumped hitting my elbow on the door. I heard Richard chuckle before giving me a gesture to answer it. I dug threw my bag for a bit of time, i had thrown everything from my DMJ in it. I Found my phone at the bottom i picked it up and answered with out even checking who was calling.

Big Mistake. As soon as i placed the phone to my ear i had to pull it back because Selena Shouting incoherrent things on the other end. "Hello?" i tried to sound as normal as possible instead of like i was being yelled at by a maniac.

"YOU TOOK IT?" the first thing Selena said that i could actually recognize as English. 

"Is that a question or a statement?" i heard her growl, wait growl? She must be ticked off if she's imitating animals now.

"You realize if you pull that list out your going to ruin everything about Richard right? Your expectations are too high!" I saw Richard give me a worried look, uh oh i had to wrap this up or she was going to mess up any chance i have, before i can even try. Think Mia think!

"Yes Grandma i understand and i appreciate your concern but i'll be fine. i'll call you later grans bye!"

"don't you even dare hang up on m-" i pressed end quickly.

"What was that about?" Richard asked concern laced in his voice. oh great another lie.

"Oh it was just my grandma saying something about a robber who steals remote controls. I think she just lost hers again."  he let out a deep laugh.

"She sounds like an interesting woman..but i find you far more fascinating" he placed his hand on mine and turned to face me. i hadn't even noticed we stopped the car. "Would you care to go in?" i felt a blush spread across my face as i nodded. "Great" he flashed me a stunning smile before jumping out of the car and came to open my door. i have to admit i was a little disappointed when he let go of my hand. He opened my door and helped me out of the car, as we started walking he grabbed my hand intertwining our fingers. That disappointment didn't last long. Thank god.

We walked into the restaurant and i was dumbfounded. it was absolutely Phenominall, the decor seemed to be based off of all ancient grease type style. How rich was this guy? The trash can over there was probably worth more than everything i own. "Wow" was all that came out of my mouth, my jaw remaining dropped.

"I know it's a amazing looking restaurant but wait till you try the food it's brilliant" He put his arm around my shoulder and we walked up to this podium thing where a little man was standing behind it. "Padilla, Richard Padilla" the man looked down at the list in his hand and marked it before stepping down from the podium and lead us to a table handing us menus before walking away. Richard pulled out my chair for me before sitting down across from me. Well this is going well. i picked up my menu and glanced at the a few food items before seeing the prices. Holy Crap! The Salad is more then I've ever made. My body stiffened a little, i put down the menu to meet eyes with Richard. His eyes become very big when meeting mine.

"Are You Ok? Is Something Wrong?" he's so sweet being so concerned and all. I smacked his hand and Yelled in a whisper to not disturb anyone,

"Do You know how much money this food is? Why would you spend so much on me?" he had pulled his hand away rubbing it, his eyes softened and he chuckled.

"It's fine I told you I'm set for life" he grabbed my hand and my tense body relaxed. "We'll just get the specials alright?" he put a hand on my knee under the table and i tensed again, I was uncomfortable considering my atire. i just placed my hand on top of his and slowly slid it off.

"That sounds perfect" i tried to give him a big smile but was still worried as he put his hand back on my knee. our table had a table cloth so you couldn't see anything under the table. Gulp.

He kept his hand there mostly the whole dinner and i just couldn't tell him to take it off. Though there was one thing he right on about. The Food. It was absolutely amazing. I'm not even sure what i had eaten, some sort of chicken or something, we had wine as well i only had two glasses but they were quite strong. We had been having great conversation he was very funny and sweet.

I was about finished eating when he slid his hand far further up my leg, i nearly choked on my food. he leaned across the table and whispered in my ear "How about we get out of here and have some real fun?" oh, my, lord. his voice was so deep rugged and  sexy. But i had a bad feeling about his use of the word 'fun'

I drank another Glass of wine before we left, his hand had remained on my thigh, i got the wine to hopefully loosen me up. which it did, a little too much maybe. Richard helped me to his car by now i figured out i was drunk. Great. I was dosing off in the car when we stopped. He carried me into a room, but not my room. 

"Richard where are we?" i was beginning to wake up more now.

"Don't worry i live closer so i just brought you to my home" he set me down on a really warm comfortable bed i snuggled into the warmth below me when all a sudden i felt warmth above me as well. Before i realized it Richard was on top of me, kissing me roughly. Shirtless. 

Shirtless, he was Shirtless! i Felt his mucsles and almost drooled, that was something on my list

Wait I have a Extremely sexy man making out with me and i'm thinking of what he's not? i snapped back into reality and kissed back. I let him take the lead considering i hadn't had much practice. We made out for a but then he took it too far. he pulled off my shirt and i tried tell him to stop but he kept kissing me. He tried to slide my skirt up and that was it for me i threw him off me.

"Richard..I can't" He gave me a questioning look.

"What do you mean you can't?" he snarled in a way. i got my shirt and jacket and put them on he groaned.

"This just isn't what i want" I grabbed my bag and fixed my self.

"Well you can call me when it is what you want" Ouch. he made no effort to put his shirt back on instead he slid his jeans off and layed on the bed. oh. I didn't want to make anything worse by asking for a ride so i left with not another word.

I got out of his house with tears streaming down my cheeks. Oh Bother. It was dark and cold and i had no idea where i was, i went to sit on the sidewalk. I had to call someone to pick me up, but Selena's car was in the shop and Raymond only has a bike.. I dug throw my bag to find my phone but of course the black hole sucked it up. i dumped the contents out in front of me. Me lame flip phone bounced out with some mascara and a few pieces of paper. One little slip fell directly on my foot i picked it up not knowing what it was. It wasn't what i really wanted to find, but it was exactly what i needed.

I picked up me phone and dialed the number it ringed only a few times before someone answered.

"Hello?" i sniffled and wiped my tears.

"Hi It's Mia, Do you think you could do me a favour Shane?"