I Hate Her. (Ciel, Kuroshitsuji)

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  (Written in the Reader's point of view; first person. May be triggering to some viewers.)

   In front of my eyes was my dream. I was so close, I could reach out and caress it's cheek. I could hold it close and close my eyes as I lean in and connect with it by only a glow of warmth and a wavelength of passion.

  Though, even being in such a runty distance from that dream, as soon as I could take a step closer to it, to him, my shy movements were halted by the most wicked of banshee's cry.
 
   The foul nightmare of a whiny brat cut me off.
 
   "Ooooh Cieeeeeeeeel!" The girl screetched at him. Her blonde curls nearly suffocated me as she launched herself at him, due to the very close proximity of where I was standing. He looked rather irritated, though it could never match the despise and hatred that boiled under my porcelain flesh.

   How could I court my dream with his fiancé in the way? How could he pay any attention to the better choice with that annoying waste of space in his way?

   I furrowed my brows and let out a huff, then turned on my heels and marched out of the manor. I couldn't believe how foolish I was, to think that I was even his friend- his possible lover. How could I be so wrong?

  As I dashed out I pushed pass that damn butler. That smug face of his... if he wasn't so tall I would punch it.

  I ran home and slammed the door. My parents were... Gone on vacation. Yes, a vacation. Right. I pounced on my bed wailed to myself for hours until I was so depressed I couldn't move.

   That's when I reached for a blade on my bedstand. At first I put it against my wrist, tears rolling down my cheeks and smearing my eye makeup. Then I hesitated. 'Why should I suffer because of her? It's not me that diserves the pain...' I thought.

   Then I got an idea. A horrible cog switched up and started a chain of evil mischief and a burning ember of madness was lit. I knew what had to be done. It was so obvious. I had to remove the one thing left in the way of my dreams. Her. I closed my eyes and giggled until I fell alseep.

   The following day, I set out my plan.

   I trotted cheerfully to the manor, and invited myself in. I knew that Elizabeth was going to be residing there for the week, so I dicided this would of course, be the perfect time to take action. I carried a large, decorative basket of treats and goodies inside, I made my way to Ciel's study, passing out little bindles of type-two diabetes and sugar- coated smiles to his servants and staff on the way. I knocked on the door, and Sebastian opened the door, inviting me in on his master's command. I gifted him some of the treats, and smiled. He was awfully hesitant about taking them, but did so anyway. He probably didn't want to come off as rude.

   Anyway, I pushed passed him and approached the dream. I inhaled and spoke first, "I wanted to apoligize for my rude departure. I was upsetted by being cut off by another. It's a silly pet peeve of mine. Forgive me?" I giggled as cutely as I could manage. I'd do anything to appear more attractive towards Ciel. I passed him a bag of assorted sweets.

   He lifted his head from his paperwork. It was so adorable to see him act so mature it hurt my insides.

   "I suppose I could forgive you." He examined the bag and seemed rather satisfied. I knew from all the times I watched him from the window that he had quite the sweet tooth.

   "I'm so glad!" I threw myself over his desk and hugged him tightly. It was only a matter of time until he was mine, and only mine. I took a deep whiff of his scent and skipped off to Elizabeth's quarters.

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 23, 2015 ⏰

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