Garten of Banban One Shots (ON PAUSE!!)

💧🐇Sheriff Toadster x Suicidal Reader | Mascot | Request |❤️💧

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️THIS ONE-SHOT INCLUDES SELF-HARM, ATTEMPTED SUICIDE, GORE, AND OTHER SENSITIVE TOPICS⚠️
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO READ THIS IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE!!

Mascot✅
Human
~~~~~~~~~

"All we need is the last part for the elevator, partner." The Sheriff said as he installed the second part of the elevator.

~~~~~

Ever since you visited the kindergarten to cure your curiosity, you coincidentally trapped yourself down there. All of the stress that the other viscous mascots had brought to you didn't help your situation either. The various near-death experiences with Opila Bird, the stupid sensitive white-horned mascot chase, the blue spider that notes warned you about the yellow snail named Slow Seline chasing you through the long corridors of different rooms, you're only red friend chasing you after losing sanity himself, it's all just too much. You wanted it to end.

None of them were real people, just clay mascots brought to life with the help of Givanium with human DNA or DNA from other organisms. They don't understand your emotions. Sure, they've all been through rough things themselves but, none of them were human. Some of them are fully aware and others believe they are when they know they aren't.

It makes you feel bad. For all of them. I mean, you've never been kept down in the deep, dark depths of a Kindergarten and desperate for an escape but, you're life was practically the same thing: just a deep hole you can't climb out of no matter what you do.

But you knew what you had to do.

The only escape out is death.

You knew that from the start.

Hell, you we're even told by some mascots there is no way out.

Banban had told you plentiful of his memories about the children on the surface and the experiments in the depths below the Kindergarten, but that wasn't Banban's memory, just the one he was given by his donor.

Same for Banbaleena, and The Sheriff, The Queen, Bittergiggle, and so on. They all had distinct memories about their lives but no one puts two and two together.

You've shown Banban all of the Case Report Updates you found scattered around the facility but he didn't pay attention to what you were trying to tell him. You eventually grew tired once again. Mentally tired. I mean, what was the point? No one knew you went to the Kindergarten in the first place, so on the surface, you're more than likely considered missing. Hell, maybe everyone thinks you're dead. Perhaps the police will grow tired of trying to find you and label your disappearance as a suicide and move on.

All of the thinking made your brain hurt.

The first few days when you trapped yourself down here. you tried to call for help with your phone but there was no service. No matter how much you tried to save your battery, your phone eventually died.

Seemed it was tired too.

You had been thinking about it. Ending all of this suffering. You hadn't found any rope, nor a good place to tie the noose, so that was a no-go. No medication was found either. There had been some shards of glass every now and then but you wanted a quick and painless way out, not a slow, bloody and painful mess for Banban to find.

You remember opening up to Banban about how you felt. You told him of all the ways you've thought of, all of the dark, sentimental thoughts you've had since you got down here. You told hi you're life was like this before ever coming down here but knowing you're trapped and there's no way out makes the thoughts sound almost soothing.

"There's no point. In trying to commit. I've...already tried. For some reason, us mascots cannot die. I know I'm not human but, I say it to make myself feel less bad. Life's too short to be sad all the time. I know it's hard right now but, these feelings will pass." You remember Banban telling you his attempts to get out of this shit hole as he showed you the various faded lines on his body. His arms, torso, and millions of small ones scattered on his thighs and calves.