I have to go to a group at any moment. I am not meant to live past there.

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Dear all, 

I have an "activity" at any moment in time - the person (who is ALWAYS a completely different person to the last and to the future) comes at any time bwtween 1 and 4pm to get me to murder me... to kill me... it is for, and I am not supposed to live past then. But GOD will make them do exactly what they CLAIM to be doing, and their claim is make-up and nails and foot massages, when thier intention is rape, torture and murder and assaination and sacraficing me, but it could be seen as quite amusing but I'll just have a message and put make up on... - GOD has Spoken. 

I was asked for the name of a film about this thismorning and I said either to call it, "The Listen Complex" or "GOD HAS SPOKEN and I think God Has Spoekn would be wonderful. I've been asked if I want to act in my own film, but I have a terror, a phobia of cameras, and I would hide and have laughing fits the entire time and be incredibly awkward, so I said no thank you, but i've come up with some actresses I like such as Jinny and those from my Sisters Keeper.... and yes I like ermm I can't remember her name... the ones who act in LOVE ACTUALLY and Ps. I Love You and the producers say they have another actrees (NOT my ex's porn!) lined up who they will get in contact with me and show me some photos and I say O-K. 

I know that there are cameras in here.. but one cannot see what I really look like in this place, only when I go outside as cameras are set up seperately. And outside i immeditaely take out a cigarette and smoke, but now usually when I am outside at the very first instant, because i am busy smelling how fresh the air is on this glorious day that GOD has made. 

Second person, Angel:

CHARLIE SULPHER - Penselvania. 
"Oh my word. Angel. How did you do that?"
"I don't know. GOD told me."
"Where in Penselvanie?"
"I'll check. Hang on, it's not a common name."
"Inbetween  Welsboro and Mansfield."
"Third missing person, Angel."
"ESTONIA. Luigine Grace." 
"Where in estonia?"
"Inbetween Paide and Turi."
"THANK YOU, ANGEL!!!!" 
"Is Truth alive and in Pensilvania, Angel?"
"he is being reborn as one of my twins. He went to GOD. he asked GOD especially."
"Are you certain?"
"Aye."
"We are supplying a DNA test with the two children who you say could be yours on your account."
"THEY ARE MINE!!!! I had miscarriages with them and they were born to other parents!!! THEY ARE MINE!! Thank you, sos, thank you, I'll be glad and interested to see if it says I AM indeed related!!!!"
"Absolutely. Show the world these two children."
"Alright. I will. I found them on google lol. No joke - I found the photos because I was genuinely searching for photos of my children and I knew, a mother just knows. Here. This is the missing e-mail, entitled: may these be my children? i hope no offense to the parents that thier children are online, but they were my own and i know that. Trust me. here you go. SEE." 

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Aren't they just so stunningly beautiful? But ALL children are!!! babies and children are Angels to me

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Aren't they just so stunningly beautiful? But ALL children are!!! babies and children are Angels to me. GOD is keeping it a secret as to whether they actuylly ARE Angels of GOD or not, but I think YES and GOD winks at me! And smiles a graet big smile and puts HIS hand on my shoulder and nods and tells me, "They are yours." Amen.

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