Embrace (BoyXBoy)

Chapter 2

 I pushed the door of the house I lived in and realized how deserted it is. It was a year after I found out that I have relatives here in states,  legally married without any child. I was so sorry when I found it.  I guess one of them is sterile. They were introduced to us by our other relatives, I guess more related to them. A month after that,  Papa broke the news to me when I was in the living room with Uncle John and Aunt Jane " The couple I am pertaining to." telling me that they would adopt me with out any legal actions or documents.

 " No way! " I said in my mind.

They said that they would just want to have a kid at their home and also they are willing to provide for my education.

My father told me without any remorse that he is sending his son, his flesh and blood away with this couple.

 I protest and i was not willing but i never showed that in front of them because i don't want to humiliate Papa in front of them, all I could was looked in his eyes while he was telling me about it. I could see the coldness in his eyes. It has always been there. Papa knows that I am gay. We never talked about it but as the time goes it sinks deeper that I will leave my siblings and leave home. It might probably his way to show that he disapprove strongly in my sexuality.

I still did protest inside. I nearly fainted. " How can he do this to me? Isn't it enough that he was never there to be emotionally supportive?

 I was convince by my older sister to go with Uncle John because of the privileged it will give us. At a very young age I was exposed to the reality of life that you need to be practical and here I am trying to be one.

A tear fell down my right cheek and my are are starting to sore when the urge of other ones tried to ushered. I  realized that I am already in my room looking at it's ceiling trying to refresh the memories. I decided to take my clothes off and headed toward the bathroom.. I was just wearing short  shorts. " I love short shorts" I muttered to myself. I look around my bathroom and realized that I never had this much space in our house back to my country. I instantly feel sorry and longing for my siblings, I missed them so much. I hoped I can share this luxury with them. I changed to fresh boxer and decided to lay on my bed once more. I really have this kind of habit where I just lay there and do nothing figuratively but my mind has already traveled distance where no place to be found. It was 7 in the evening when I got in reality, without any food taken I still fell asleep.  I woke up in the morning, hearing a monster in my tummy. I went to the kitchen and saw a note left on the kitchen table. 

"oh."It's Aunt Jane.

  Hi My Love, I had to go to the office early. I tried to wake you up last night but you seemed in peace so i did not bother. Take care, sorry I can not give you a ride to school I left you 60 in case you are out of budget.

                                                                                                                         Love,

                                                                                                                     Aunt Jane.

 "DuH!" I can feel that my eyes is rolling.

I love Aunt and Uncle but they treat me like I spend my money alot and sometimes I don't take care of myself  but I thank them somehow because I don't have to ask for this kind of stuff because they do it proactively.

"GRRRRRRRRGGG!!!!!!" My tummy is now talking.

" Great! "

I cooked breakfast quickly. Sunny Side Egg with Beacon and Toasts together with a very big cup of coffee.