Alpha King Jeon Jungkook || TZUKOOK

CHAPTER 10

Why is he like this? Why is he acting kind towards me? He let me see my son and let me touch him. Countless questions appeared in my head. I can't believe this and this was an impossible dream for me. I closed my eyes, failing to understand if this was a dream I was seeing. But when I felt his hand moving upwards through my waist, I knew this was not a dream. This is real. I just saw my son and I touched him.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for my behavior at that time."

Suddenly, like a hurricane, his apology stabbed the deep core of my heart. Is he apologizing to me for his behavior? For ignoring me and not talking to me? I felt my throat becoming dry and hurtful as I couldn't hold my cries.

A sob escaped me. Why is he saying sorry now? He can't change the past now and he can't take back the hurtful feelings I had. I know that I'm like a crybaby, crying over simple things but I just can't pretend that I am not hurt when I am completely hurt. He cupped my face and wiped the tears causing me to experience crazy heart palpitations. He's my mate and a little gentle action from him could make me feel loved. I forced myself not to cry as he wiped the tears from my face. He didn't say more, he continued caressing my face using his thumb. I had no idea what to tell him or how to react. It just feels so weird to be standing in front of the most dangerous and powerful Alpha, while he's looking at me with emotions-filled eyes. People call him callous but I still haven't seen him like that.

"How's your sister now?" He asked disturbing the silence between us. She's good. She's healthy and living well. "She's healthy. Still having medicine and she's getting better day by day" My heart filled with gratitude towards Alpha Lee Dong-Wook as I thought about it.

He assigned good doctors and helped Haerin to get better. Hearing me, he nodded and sighed, moving away from me. Then his eyes fell on my breasts. Following his gaze, I looked at myself to see that my dress was soaked. This is embarrassing. It's been two years but look at me... still couldn't get over with the fact I gave birth to a baby.

"Come," I knew he had so many other things to tell me or talk about but instead of that, he again took my hand and went into my baby's room. As I entered, I smiled seeing him half asleep while the stones were all on the bed around him. "Ayaan, isn't it your milky time?" Jungkook gently picked my boy up. His little eyes opened and he gave a slight nod before closing his eyes to sleep again. He's sleepy. How adorable.

"Take him," Giving my son to my arms, he said. I wasted no time taking my love into my arms and sat on the bed. His eyes are half opened and looking at me. He's beautiful. Just like his dad. He's sleepy but at the same time, he wants to look at me. I could see the struggle to stay awake.

A warm smile came from my heart and I kissed his forehead trying to move my hand to unzip my dress. However, I failed. I could only look at Jungkook. He understood my gaze. He simply unzipped my dress. I chewed the inside of my cheek and pushed the dress down. As I did it, my baby moved and touched my breasts as I let him have my milk.

I can't believe that I'm breastfeeding my child. His eyes are now completely closed and his tiny hands are on my breasts. He sucked milk from me, fulfilling one of my impossible dreams. I really wanted to do this but I thought I would never be able to do it. Look how angelic my son is. I traveled my fingers through his forehead. Feeling me touching him, he slightly opened his eyes to take a look at me. Then he closed his eyes again.

"He looks like you." I glanced up at Jungkook. A smile appeared on his face. It's the first time I've seen him smiling and that smile made my heart go crazy. I just noticed that he looks like a bunny when he smiles. He's gorgeous. I stared at his face, failing to look away. His smile meant everything to me.

"Everyone says that" He sat on the bed next to me. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I felt the insane growth of my heartbeat. I am already in his embrace. Then he moved my hair to the side and kissed my neck.