When the Beat Drops (Chasing Celestine #2)

Chapter 51

CHAPTER 51

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Binitawan niya ako at bumalik ang kamay sa pagkakatukod sa pader sa gilid ko.

Hindi na ako magsisinungaling. Hindi na ulit. Pangako 'yan.

"I...I am telling the truth."

"Shut up!" His voice raised, controlling his anger. "Shut the fuck up!"

I bit my bottom lip hard. Hindi na bago sa akin na masigawan niya noon pero pagkatapos, hihingi siya ng tawad. But his tone before was far from his tone now. Punong puno ito ng hinanakit, ng galit, ng sakit.

"I'm so mad at you that I just want to fucking punish you," He harshly breathed. "I want to fucking punish you until you couldn't walk. Until you beg me to fucking stop."

Napasinghap ako nang humawak siya sa laylayan ng pang-itaas ko. Naramdaman ko muli ang mainit niyang hininga sa leeg ko.

"You said you missed me."

"I-I miss you... so much..." Nanghihinang sabi ko.

My knees are wobbly. I don't know how to gasp for air. I just... want him. I missed him so much.

He inserted his hand in my top and caressed my waist. "Do you want this?" Mahinahon niyang tanong.

"I want this..." Agad kong sagot. "I want you so much, Karim."

He pulled away. His stares at me were a mixture of lust and anger. He pulled his shirt from his nape revealing his body with his muscles placed exactly where they should belong. I missed his tan skin. His warmth. I missed everything about him. So much.

He lowered himself to me and whispered, "I'm going all the way. Do you want this?" His lips brushed my neck again.

"I want this. Go all the way. Please. I want you."

I want you to replace a five-year worth of pain, dominance, and violence. Like what you did when I was held by Kokoy and the two old men in the jeep. Own my body again. Just like what you did the first time. Own me. Because I only belong to you.

He pulled the jacket from me and held my neck, putting pressure on the sides, before he aggressively kissed my neck.

This is one of the bad memories I had. Please, replace it with your touch. Own me again. Please.

His other hand cupped my breast and he cursed. "You didn't wear a fucking bra going here?"

"N-Nagmamadali ak—Ah!" I moaned when he squeezed it.

Pumasok ang kamay niya sa loob ng damit ko. He squeezed it once again and his fingers flicked my nipple. Then his hand traveled to my stomach and I groaned when he inserted his hand inside my shorts and my panties, gliding on my flesh.

"You're...shit..." I reached for his lips but he avoided me. "Stop kissing me! You're fucking soaking!"

He pulled his hand out of my shorts and stepped back, pointing to the bed.

"Lay down."

I immediately obliged. I lay on the center of the bed and opened my legs for him. Sinubo niya ang dalawang daliring pinanghaplos sa akin at may kinuha sa ibabaw ng lamesa. Na hindi ko napansin ang maraming pirasong condoms na naroon na kinailangang dalawang kamay pa ang ipanghawak niya!

Kinuha niya lahat iyon at nilapag sa gilid ko. He started unbuttoning his pants and when he pulled it down together with his boxer briefs, his...huge and erect...member sprang out.

Pumunit siya ng isang pakete gamit ang ngipin, nakatitig pa rin sa akin, habang sinusuot yung condom sa kanya.

He raised a brow, "How can I fuck you with your shorts on?"