Alpha King Jeon Jungkook || TZUKOOK

CHAPTER 11

~ Jungkook's POV ~

"Are- Are you saying that I can be his mother? I.. I mean mother? Will he call me mommy? Are you serious?" Her eyes were widened and filled with surprise and there was a thin layer of tears in her eyes. Her eyes are shining brightly. Her yellow iris eyes are always beautiful and bright. I felt her delicate fingers running up from my neck to my face. She held my face staring deep into my eyes as she tried to read my eyes and seek the answer.

"I meant that." Her lips parted trying to say something but no word came. Then her face showed the signs of a cry. See, I was fucking right... She looked exactly like Ayaan when he was about to cry. But that expression is adorable.

"I don't... believe you" She mumbled. I know she has a reason for not believing me. She had signed an agreement where she could not be involved with the child or stay somewhere she could see the child. The whole custody of the child is mine and she has nothing.

"Why would I let you come here to see him if I'm not serious about this? I meant what I said." She was having a hard time believing my words. She was biting her lips, pressing her lips together sometimes, and taking deep breaths while staring at me. She's still trying to process what she just heard. Giving her the chance to think about as much as she wanted, I lowered my head kissing her neck.

I nibbled the skin on her marking spot while my wolf was struggling like a crazy dog to pierce our teeth into her skin, marking her as ours. I also need to mark her but before that, I am watching her. I want to see if she is the same woman who I imagined her to be.

"But.... aren't you already married?"

Her tone was broken. My eyes swiftly fell on her. She was staring at the ceiling above me with a defeated expression. Suddenly what Jennie did to her came into my mind. It didn't come freely, that memory pierced my heart once again. She must be talking about Jennie. I sighed... Jennie... was never something special to my life and she will never be. She was just a fiancée that my parents thought would match me. But she never matched me.

"I'm not," I replied.

"But you had a fiancée, didn't you?" I nodded.

Of course, I had one. Tzuyu looked away from me when I nodded. She must still be upset and hurt. There were reasons for her to get hurt when she was carrying Ayaan. Who would have felt okay to see that their mate has someone to marry? I know she went through a lot because of me. Because I never say a word to her. She guessed everything on her own and listened to Martha.

"Tzuyu, I'm asking if you go with me or not. The curious questions in your mind can have answers later. I am a man who lacks patience so tell me. This isn't a hard quiz for you." She remained silent. Even though I could guess her answer, still I doubted in my heart and I felt nervous. I've never felt like this before. She's making me feel the emotions and feelings I've never experienced before.

"I want... to go with you. I want to be with him. But can I do it? Alpha Lee Dong-Wook said he won't forgive me if I dare to find you and my baby."

She satisfied my whole soul by saying those few words at the same time her words made my heart feel devastated. Grandpa said that. I moved, laying next to her. I had things to talk about with her rather than having sex even though I was dying to taste her after almost three years. I am craving to feel her tightness around me.

"Don't think about anything else. I'm taking you back means I will deal with everything that you are afraid of"

I let my eyes stare at the ceiling above me. I don't know if Grandpa would accept my decision or not. I don't know how he will react but I need to keep her with me. I regretted it for two years and I don't want to continue this regretful suffering anymore. After all, Ayaan needs his mother. At this point, he has no idea about having a mother but the more he grows up, the more he will put me in a difficult place asking about his mother. Therefore, let him have his mother before that happens.