HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU

CHAPTER 3

Reality check [5 years later]

Kia pov:-

Flashback [ 1yrs ago]

I was busy in chatting with my friend as we all are shifting to all other places for higher educations
And now when our school life is finally over we can't meet regularly as we used to although they are not my childhood buddies cause unse to dosti hi nhi rhii I don't know karti khya hu mai aisa ya hota khya hai mere sath ki mere pass dost hii nhi bachte khair unka loss ....

Then I heard a notification on my phone that someone messaged me
[Certain someone reply me cause first text karne me maut aati hai insan ko]

Then as our conversation begins its boring to be honest cause 4 year of talking to him not regularly but ya 4 year of knowing him but it's always feel like I'm the one forcing things
I'm the one forcing this friendship
But I just can't stop myself from texting him .we are chatting my phone suddenly slips from my hand due to someone hugging me from backside with sudden force with cause my grip on my phone losse and it slip and when I turn around to see the person who is the reason to cause my dear phone kiss the ground was
None other than my diii my fav human being although she is a bit rude to other not me but she always make sure to care for people she loves and I am one of them ....
She Sarah rajput
[ She is the type of girl men went to war to get away from not to fight for]

After reading my text with gravit her exact words are remember
"The egg doesn't swim to the sperm bitch never Chase a man".

And then she said
Darling you're a weapon and weapons don't weep".......

And after that day I never disturbed him

[Maanpasand sakhs Maan se utar gya]

Flashback ends

And today here I'm locked in my room surrounded by books that are obviously novels some of them are soft romance and others are dark romance after that incident I don't have any hopes left in me to save that fucking friendship like seriously some time I feel so bad for my younger self that I crave for the attention of people who don't give a fuck to me ......

Not anymore through now things changed that delusion clown is getting back to reality but still there is an emptiness
It's feel like I'm making myself busy cause I want to escape the reality...
Sarah dii words are still imprinted in my mind
"Darling you're a weapon and weapons don't weep".

My insecurity are getting the best out of me my past experiences are also not helping through but at the end of the day this is life

Although I don't like boys that much from starting but after meeting that certain someone I start hating them the way I make fool of myself in front of him and got trust issues because of him

And really don't want to see his that face in my life again......

The main problem with me is I don't give up on people until they completely shatter my soul and even then I'd still forgive them and try again

This stupid stupid heart of mine and that fucking stupid crush......

Ladka kitna bhii pasand ho
Use Reject kardo[peaceful life chahiye bhai]

Free ka gyan by Kia verma

If a guy is not texting you back he is not calling you back
He is simply just not interested in you
No,he is not in love with you
Because men in love is just a different human being men used to go to war but they still used to write letter
So texting back and calling back is actually a very small thing....

Author's note:-
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Till then take care.....

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