The Past meets the Future

Meet Eirene

Have you ever experienced feeling like you are carrying the world's weight on your shoulders?

To the point that you begged God to take your life, but He never listened. You kneel on the floor, crying in silence even though your cries aren't meant to be silenced.

It hurts so much like your heart is being wrecked inside you. The feeling na parang pinipiga ang puso at tyan mo every time na may narinig ka o may nalaman ka.

It's a feeling that you cannot mend. It is something you call, sickness of the mind. It is something where you cannot just go around looking for medicines because that there's no medicine for it.

 A medicine to mend a shattered heart.

All of the unluckiest in this world, parang sinalo ko na yata lahat. I once believed that good things will come in every hardship you experience because for me, with all of this? Kailan pa? Kailan pa darating yung good things na sinasabi nila? 

I once dreamed of becoming more than who I was when I was young, having that ambitious life, and being successful. Yet, none of my dreams include becoming happy and at peace. 

At this point in my life, all I wanted was to survive. Yet, I forgot that surviving should also include living.

To have the peace and sanity I longed for since long ago. To be seen and loved in this world, and to be appreciated.

I am Eirene which means peace in Greek that dreams of being in peace.