* beep *
* beep *
* beep*
i watched their chest rise up and down.
they were able to keep them steady because i found the pill bottle of what she took.
she was up earlier when i left to grab food but she's back out again.
" y/n she's not gonna disappear i promise, we're here watching them" destin said looking up from his phone.
" yeah you need some sleep, you literally haven't slept in almost two days" edward chimed in.
" i'm fine" i said staring at them.
" but y/n-"
" i said IM FINE" i said getting an aggressive tone towards them.
they looked taken back by my outburst and i felt bad immediately.
" im sorry... part of the reason she's laying in here is my fault, i gotta be here... she needs to know that ill always be here" i said looking at the two boys then back at kehlani.
i leaned back and let out a shaky breath.
" we're gonna let you have some time alone y/n , don't forget we brought one of lani's guitars and a empty notebook she had here" edward said bringing it by me since i was sitting next to kehlani.
" thank you" i sighed out.
" don't worry about it y/n" destin said giving me a hug and heading out.
" we're gonna just grab food and some fresh air" edward said.
" okay" i said staring at kehlani.
he pat my shoulder then headed out the room and closed the door.
" you should've just told me you were feeling like this keh, i would've dropped everything" i sighed out.
~
i was playing a bunch of cords on the guitar waiting on edward and destin to bring me food since they're on their way back.
when a bunch of words popped into my head.
i grabbed the notebook and opened it.
i wrote everything down and picked the guitar back up.
i started strumming and started reading off my notebook.
" i like my girls just like i like my honey; sweet a little selfish , i like my women like i like my money; green a little jealous cause i'm a beautiful wreck a colorful mess, but i'm funny, oh, i'm a heartbreak vet with a stone-cold neck, yeah, i'm charming, all the pretty girls in the world but i'm in this space with you, colored out the lines, i came to find, my fire was fate with you, heartache would stay with you, fly great escapes with you" i sung out.
i stopped once i heard someone behind me.
i seen edward recording and destin holding my food.
" uhhh we got your food" edward said quickly putting the phone down with a smile.
i shook my head and got up to grab it.
" how did you guys open the door without me hearing it" i chuckled.
" it was already halfway open we just walked in while you were strumming and wanted to hear what you were writing down"
YOU ARE READING
ur best friend
Fanfiction" keh-" " sometimes i feel like i chose the wrong person" she said cutting me off. " keh what are you talking about" i chuckled. " you understand me a lot more than he does y/n and do things to me easily that he can't do... sometimes i hate that you...
