My agere journal! (NOT MY ART!!)

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Vent warning!🚫

My mom is driving me to work cause I don't have a car yet. And I was minding my own business eating a bag

of chips for breakfast, and I noticed a hair was on my work sweater to I grabbed it and dropped it in the car and omfg that set her off she said "can you not throw your hair on my car?" And I said "it's just one hair?" And she said "Yeah and I have to clean it up! I have to sweep and vacuum this car with all your hairs!" And I said "It was literally just one hair. Now if it was like a fistful that's understandable" but while I was trying to say that she was interrupting me and kept talking about how irisponsable (it's prob spelled wrong) I am and Yada Yada Yada and I said "I feel so bad for you" and of course she heard that and said "what do you mean?" And I said "your so caught up with such small stuff your life must be so exhausting for you" and that set her off again and she continued to talk about how it's just "being an adult" but like this is so bullshit like this whole fucking thing was set off just because of a little hair. And she acts like we don't naturally shed hair all day?? Like hello? It's her hair too she's finding "all over" the house. We also have 3 dogs and a cat so her putting all the blame on me is so bullshit! And then she wonders why I hate being around her and love spending time with my dad. If my dad was driving me to work and I had a hair on my shirt and dropped it he would've said nothing! He wouldn't even have noticed nonetheless gave a shit! Cause it's a fucking hair! It's not that big of a deal. Around my dad I can relax and just be myself he dosent  worry or care about small shit. He just lives a life. He dosent stress about all the small shit and that's why I love hanging out with him. It's so refreshing being with him instead of my mom.
There's so much I could say about my mom and vent about her. But all of that is in the past and I want to only vent in this journal when something happens in the present. So anyway yeah that's how my morning is so far. I forgot to charge my phone last night so it's at 13% as I'm writing this. And I have an hour till I can clock into work. I'm just chilling at a donute shop near work until it's time to walk over there. So I got a blue sprinkle donate and a Starbucks vanilla ice coffee from there little fridge thing. The lady here always gives me extra free donate holes when I buy something so that's really nice. She's super sweet.
I think im going to see if they have phone chargers at work. But I may not cause I have some at home and my phone isint that necessary you know? So might as well save my money.