Loving you in silent

Part 1

DAZAI'S POV 

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Dazai a famous son of a billionaire mori ougai, and a popular guy in yokohama's university 

"Dazai-san" a sweet voice called to him 

"Oh atsushi, good morning" he greet the other

Atsushi smile at him, the smile that he always love to see everyday whenever they're together 

I like's spending time with you, atsushi is a kind boy, he always care about others before himself 

Even i finds you attractive, don't get me wrong but atsushi is more attractive than half of the girls on the university, you had a white hair that is cut uneven but it fit you, your pale skin that will instantly glow at night, your warm smile and those sunset eye's those beautiful eyes that i loves to look at 

Many girl's asked me or give me a letter but none of them caught my attention

Because my attention is already at someone 

Someone i can't have, someone who only see me as a friend 

But even tho, I'm still hoping

Hoping that one day you will notice how i love's you

I wasn't really hiding the fact that I'm inlove with my bestfriend 

For me its not my problem if people see it or not 

But atsushi's so dense to even notice

Even your friend's notice it whatever they tell you, but you always ended laughing saying "thats impossible dazai is not into men " 

If only you knew 

Sometimes i just want to go and tell you what i feels 

But that would be unnecessary 

I watch as other people talk to you 

I watched as other person hold your hand, put a hand on your shoulder or hug you 

I watched how you laugh with other and make a conversation with them 

I notice every little things you do

I notice how you blush over a little things

I notice how if you hasn't been sleeping or eating 

I notice how you look at someone with affection and love