~ Two day time lapse ~
~ Lilly ~
I woke up around ten and ran to the bathroom. Ash was gone getting food and I was alone with T and K. I puked and sat inbetween the bathtub and toilet. Killer run in the bathroom with me and licked my hand. I pet him and stood up. I flushed the toilet and sprayed air freshener throughout the hotel room. After debating and puking a few more times, I went through my bag and found the pregnancy test CC packed. There was a note stuck to the box. "Just incase Lilly! I'm sure everyone wants a little Purdy running around!! - CC." It said. I ripped it off and crumbled it up. I went in the bathroom and took the test. The worst part came, the 5 minute wait. I'm pretty sure that was the longest 5 minutes in my entire life. I heard it beep and I ran to the bathroom. There was a little plus sign.
"No. Nononononono!" I yelled throwing it down. I shooved it in the cup of my bra I had on and grabbed my phone off the counter. I walked out to the blacony and sat down in a chair. I called the first person I could think of. Ella.
"Hello Mrs. Purdy!" She said happily.
"Ella I'm pregnant." I said bluntly.
"What?" She asked shocked.
"I'm fucking pregnant!" I yelled starting to cry.
"No don't cry! This could be a good thing! Skype me sweety, phones about to die." She said.
"Okay." I said hanging up and going inside to grab my Mac. I took the Mac back outside and called Ella on skype.
"Hey sweety." She said seeing me.
"Do you have the test?" She asked. I nodded and grabbed it from my bra. She laughed at me and shook her head.
"I should go put a jacket on." I said setting the mac down on the little table thing and standing up. I walked away from the computer and grabbed Ash's pullover hoodie. I put it on and walked back outside with T and K at my side. I sat down and showed Ella the test.
"Yay! There's going to be a little Purdy running around!" CC yelled joining the call.
"CC SHUT UP!" I yelled starting to cry again.
"I'M SORRY! DON'Y CRY SWEETY!" He yelled back trying to hug me through skype.
"Can you guys not yell? Jake is asleep next to me." Ella said.
"Sorry." Me and CC said. I heard the hotel door open and T and K started barking.
"Lilly! Where are you?" Ash yelled closing the door behind him. I shooved the test in my pocket and waved at Ash as he walked towards me.
"Hey guys. Hey babe." He said waving to the cam and kissing me.
"ASHLEY!! LILLY IS PR-" CC yelled before I slammed the laptop closed.
"What was that all about?" Ash asked. I shrugged and he walked back inside. I ripped open the laptop and looked at CC who was dying of laughter.
"When I get back you are getting bitch slapped!" I yelled at him.
"You need to tell him right now!" Andy said joining the call too. Jinxx and Sammi joined the call and they all started yelling at me to tell him.
"FINE!" I yelled. I set up the camrea for inside of the room and I went inside leaving the door open so they could hear.
"Ash, can you come here?" I asked standing in the bedroom pacing around the room.
"Yes babe?" He asked walking in the room and up to me. I reached in my pocket and handed him the test. I looked down as he looked it over.
"Are you... pregnant?" He asked shocked. I nodded lightly.
"Umm... wow." He said scratching the back of his neck.
"It's a little bit to early for this... wow..." He said looking anywhere but at me. He walked out of the room and basically broke my heart. Nevermind, he did break my heart. I walked outside with tears streaming down my face like a fucking waterfall. Everyone just sat there dumbfounded on what just happened.
"I'm gonna go now. Bye guys." I said shutting off the laptop and taking it inside with T and K. I walked over to my carry on luggage and pulled out my favorite stuffed animal Lexa gave to me the day I left. I opened it's back and pulled out one of many razors. I went into the bathroom and slammed the door. I have old and new scars on my stomach and theighs from selfharm. No one has noticed but today will be the day everyone will know. I dug the razor into hip and dragged it from front to back, I did that to both hips. I cut a few times on my legs and I was about to go to my arms when Ash threw open the door.
"Lilly no!" He yelled ripping the razor away from my hands and into the floor. He took me in his arms and I broke down. He held me to his chest as I cried. He started a cold bath for me and I took a long bath. He sat in there with me the whole time.
"Why?" He asked after a few minutes in silence.
"When you walked out it completely broke my heart." I said draining the bloody water out of the bath and running clean water in the tub. Ash striped and climbed in the bath with me. He went behind me and wrapped his arms around me tightly.
"Lilly, I would never break your heart. I love you but I was just very shocked." He said pulling me back to lay on him.
"Are you happy that we're having a baby?" I askes very quietly.
"Very happy Lilly. I couldn't be happier." He said kissing me. He sat up and climbed out of the bath picking me up bridal style. He dried us both off and carried me to bed.
I know it's kinda short but it's just to finish up the honeymoon part - XZRainicornZX
