Its like the world is a cruel joke, where the punchline is always pain and suffering........ Everywhere I look...I see broken hearts, shattered dreams, and crushed hopes...... And the worst part is, it seems like the universe is targeting the good ones, the ones who deserve love and happiness the most......
My classmate's breakdown today was the final straw.....Hearing her story, seeing her tears, and feeling her pain was like a slap in the face. It made me realise that life is not fair, that the universe doesn't care about our well-being and that suffering is just a random fate that can strike anyone at any time........
I m angry, I m sad and I m frustrated...I m angry at the world for being so cruel, sad for the pain people are in, and frustrated that I can't do anything to change it...... I feel like I m drowning in a sea of injustice, where the wicked swim freely while the innocent sink.....
I question everything now .....the purpose of life, the existence of a higher power and the meaning of suffering.. .. Is it just a random coincidence, or is there a twisted design behind it all?.....
The weight of this realization is crushing me, suffocating me....... I feel like I m carrying a heavy burden, a burden that's too much for me to bear.......I m tired of seeing good people hurt, tired of feeling helpless, and tired of living in a world that seems to value cruelty over kindness.......
But even in the midst of all this darkness....I know I can't give up.....I have to keep fighting, keep hoping, and keep believing that someday, somehow, things will get better..... That someday, the universe will realize its mistake and start rewarding the good ones instead of punishing them.....
Until then, I will keep carrying this weight, keep feeling this pain, and keep questioning everything....... But I will also keep holding on to hope, keep shining a light in the darkness, and keep believing that a better tomorrow is possible....