Hold On To Me.

Chapter 7

Tristan's View.

I stood there looking at everyone. We are alive. We aren't dead. We aren't dead. I laughed as Lexi was squealing over her shoes. Lila glared at her and sat down on a bench. "You can't not shut up for a second can you?" Glared Lila. "No. I can't shut up for your information." Lexi smiled. I knew she was hiding the fact that it was bothering her."You can't? Wow. I'm surprised i'm surprised by that." Lila glared. Lacey walked up to Lila and smacked her. "STOP!" She screamed. Suddenly tons of people on the streets were staring at us. I forgot they can see us.. Lacey was just as surprised. "You are freaking dumb,Lila." Lacey glared. "Wait, Where are we going to live, sleep, eat?" Elliot asked. I stared at him. "He is right. Where are we going to live?" He asked. Lexi looked at us. "Let's get a job? Then a place?" She said. "Do your parents know you're dead?" Elliot asked me. "Most likely." I told him. Lacey looked at us. "My mom doesn't know i was dead." She told us. "They never talked to me so they never knew." She said. "Do you know their number?" Lexi asked. Lacey nodded. "Where will we get a phone?" Lila asked. "Payphone, dummy." Lexi glared. "With what money?" I asked. "I have someone we could ask.." Lexi told us. "If you are talking bout the little girl, you already got into enough trouble with her." Lila glared. "We could ask her." Lexi glared. "I don't want help from her." Lila said. "Well, I guess we can try it." I said. I hugged Lexi. I loved hugging her. She was always so warm. She always made me smile. If i lost her, I don't know what i would do. I love her to death. I still remember the first words i said to myself when i first met her. "She is beautiful. She is amazing. She is mine." I thought. She put her head into my chest. I carefully, stroked my fingers through her hair.

Lexi's View.

I smiled as Tristan ran his fingers through my hair, slowly. "Ok. Love birds. Can we ask the little girl now?" Elliot asked. I looked at him. "Yes. Follow me." I told him. We then walked to the woods by the hospital. The little girl was sitting there waiting for me. Her golden blonde hair was in a messy bun and her gray eyes stared at us. She was wearing a pink dress that was tied in the back with 6 buttons on the front, She had angel skin coral gold diamond flower blossom earrings., She then wore a pink combo with peach and white flower crown, then wore bailey bow-back boots. She glared at Lila, Tristan, Lacey, and Elliot. "Who are these people? And why aren't you a ghost anymore?" She asked. "Christina, this is Lila, Tristan, Lacey, and Elliot. They are my best friends. We all use to be ghosts but then the council gave us another chance." I answered. She frowned. "Why are they here? This is our time." She whined. I looked at her. "We have no place to live. We need money for a pay phone so we can call Lacey's parents." I said. She sighed. "I will give you money for a house. I don't want you to have to rely on a person." She frowned and gave me the money. She gave me $100,000,000 for food, clothes, house, and furniture. I stared at her. "I can't take this." I told her. "I CAN!" Lila said and grabbed it. I glared at her and took it back. Suddenly, Christina disappeared. I looked around. "Better get a house." Lacey smiled. I looked at her as we walked to a real estate place. "We all want our own rooms and i will pay anything for a nice home but not to fancy." I told her. She then got me and house and we moved in.

A few months later

Lexi's view.

I smiled as i walked into my light purple walled room, with a climbing vine chandelier that was pink and white. I then looked at the puffy doughnut decoration hanging above my golden wire headboard of my bed with the dark pink bedding on the bed, in between my light pink satin curtains. I then had a "Keep calm and eat a cupcake" framed picture on the left of my bed by my pink cupcake bulletin board that had a cherry on top. It was also by my pink cupcake clock. Then i had my golden, wooden, side table that had my dreamy pink clock on it beside my purple night light crystal table lamp. Beside the bed side table, was my pink macaroon decorative pillow, that i threw on the floor this morning. On the right of my bed, was a purple water painted eiffel tower poster. Underneath that was a pink parental advisory poster. Next to the posters, was my pink fluffy loveseat with a panda pillow on it. In front of my bed was,a pink and green funky couch with a panda picnic pillow on it, on the right of my couch is a ice cream cone chair with pink and white icecream. On the left of my couch, is a kawaii black cat stool. In front of the couch is a pink strawberry cupcake child size glass top table. On the table was my cupcake tea cup and plate and my cupcake tea kettle. I loved my room so much. I then jumped on my bed and took a nap. When I woke up, Lila was in my room. "Why are you in here?" I growled. "To look at your ugly face." Lila smiled. Can she not? I know i am a mess up. I know that i am a disaster. I know that i should die. But i just came back alive. She then left. As she left i got up and went into the bathroom. I found a razor blade. I grabbed it and felt blood run down my legs like the blood couldn't wait to be free. I felt as if the blade was a pencil and my legs were paper. The blade just kept moving itself along my legs as if it were writing something. I smiled at the pain. The pain released the stress i was feeling. I then cleaned up the blood with a dark blue washcloth and stuck it in the hamper. I then put on my pink and white striped over the knee thigh high long stockings. Next, i put on my blue galaxy cat print round neck tank above knee dress. Then i put on my black converse all stars. I then put on my minnie mouse donut necklace. The frosting was pink and had sprinkles on it The dough was brown and the bow was light blue with white polka dots. I smiled then stuck on my light pink laced double bow hair clip. I let my dirty blonde hair down and walked out of the bathroom. I felt so relived. Lila glared at me as i walked down the hallway which had light blue wallpaper on the walls. It was line with pictures of Lacey,Elliot,Tristan,Lila,and me. Some of it was even of our families. Suddenly, while looking at the pictures, i ran into Tristan. He smiled at me. He was wearing a black pierce the veil t-shirt of the collide the sky album cover. He then wore relaxed blue skinny jeans and purple converse all stars.He was so adorable. He hugged me and picked me up. He then picked up my legs to carry me and i winced. He looked at me. "Whats wrong?" He asked concerned. "I just fell off my bed and now my legs hurt." I told him. I then quickly looked away so he couldn't see i was lying. He put me down. "I hope your alright.." He told me. I knew he didn't believe me. "We should go in my room." He winked. I smiled, forgetting about my legs. When we went into his room i looked around. I looked at the white walls and the grey tiles on the floor. I then looked at the golden chandelier that was above the bed. Then i looked at the window behind his bed. I then plopped on his bed and laid on the black veil brides pillow that was plopped against the soft grey headboard of his bed. I laid my hands on his white bedding and grabbed his pikachu stuffed animal and threw it at Tristan. He then plopped his head against his camera pillow on the bed. I then got up on the bed and stood on it to look at the posters that hung above the bed. There was a Bring Me The Horizon poster on the left of the bed and the Asking Alexandria poster above the bed. There was then another Bring Me The Horizon poster on the right of the bed. Then there was a Pierce The Veil poster on the left of the bed. I then looked at the Warning:Punk Music poster on the left of the bed. I then laughed at the "We're all mad here" poster on the right of the bed. I then plopped back on the bed and looked at the black large mirrored armoire left of the bed. I then looked at his purple acoustic guitar and his red electric guitar. I then ran up to his black stereo radio left of his bed and turned on Bebe Rexha. I then plopped back on his bed and looked at his black end table on the left of his bed that had a black lamp on it and a skull candle. I then looked at the bvb black book bag on the right on his bed. I then looked at his soft black chair at the end of the bed and the pikachu stuffed animal that laid on it. He grabbed me and pulled me in for a kiss. I smiled and kissed him back.He then grabbed my shirt and took it off. I smiled and took off my bra. He then took off my shoe and i took off his shirt. He then started to take off my knee socks and then froze. I looked at him confused then looked at my legs. My cuts were showing. I gasped and quickly pulled back up my knee socks and put back on my bra and shirt. He looked at me. "You cut?" He asked surprised. I grabbed my shoes and began to walk out.

Tristan's View.

I ran before Lexi and stood in front of her bedroom door. My skin felt cold on the door of her bedroom because i was shirtless. She was crying. "Why? Why do you cut?" I asked concerned. She then tried to push me out of the way of her door and i didn't move. " I am not moving until you answer me." I told her. She began bursting out into tears. "BECAUSE! LILA HAS BEEN BULLYING ME AND IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER OK?!" She screamed and i moved out of the way. She then ran into her room and slammed the door. I then heard the lock click. I turned back and saw Lila standing there. "I hope you feel good about yourself." I glared and hurried back in my room and slammed the door. Lila pounded on my door. "PLEASE TRISTAN! YOU CAN'T BE MAD AT ME! YOU LOVE ME!!" She yelled. "NO! I DON'T I LOVE LEXI!" I yelled back, angrier then ever.