Left Out Friend

17

It's been what? 3 days since Sunoo agreed with the deal. Why? What's the deal again? Love him and in return, he will let him write their love on his neck. Oh, the unexpected confession he got from them... from what? What would he call them now? Friends?

Sunoo has been very uncomfortable these days he wished he'd never confronted for his feelings. These days were a hell to him he couldn't even able to recognize his friends. What's with them?

Yes, he got the wish he always wanted to be granted. He got it. But this time, Sunoo believes those saying to be careful with what you're wishing for. Is it alright to have regret? Oh, wishes being granted are such a blessings but you will never know who are with you while making the wish.

These days has been confusing, uncomfortable he'd wish to escape from it. The dorm where he used to call his home had vanished. The date schedules filled up with tasks where he can always get excited, proofs he had finally made it, only to become into a fear. The fear of being with them whole day.

After the deal, everything has changed. The people around him changed. The place changed. He, himself also had changed. He have his regret. He doesn't know how to act around them. He was lost. It's like your own wings betrayed you, pulling you into the deepest part of the world, you can't get out.

His members were acting like nothing's happened. They would act as if those days where they would literally so mean and cold to him for no reason didn't exist. How they would be the first one to greet him a good morning. How they would ask him about just random things. Make conversations with him. Tell jokes, wear smiles, brushing his hair, hugging him from the back, feeding him, buying snacks for him, everything a lonely person could wish.

"Sunoo-yah~ you sing so good! I even thought an angel was calling me right now, I thought he was asking for my hand and take me to heaven." Jake exclaimed with a big smile and went to Sunoo.

The younger, as always, look at him puzzled. "T-thanks... Jake." He said and smiled, but that didn't reach to his eyes. Sunoo flinched a bit when Jake pulled him in a hug. The scent... He used to ask Jake about the brand, only to received a word "copycat". He thought Jake was just using sarcasm. He was stupid.

Jake then pulled away and gently tap Sunoo's head. "You're doing good, Sunoo!" Then he went to the recording area(?-where idols record). Sunoo took a deep breath and went to his chair and took a sit.

His members had really changed. As if nothing happens. Ni-ki would also approach him with his clingy side that made him very uncomfortable. He would never forget about the day he lost his virginity. Such an innocent maknae but people have their own two faces.

Cameras were around them. Sunoo had to act his old self for the people. Even though it made him sweat a lot because of nervousness, he wouldn't let the people about his change.

The deal even though hadn't 'started' yet, he was thinking about it over and over again. He agreed. He was thirsty for their love that he didn't think about his answer. After all, he wanted to end this/their act. In the end, he would just hurt himself. He had no choice. Both choices were friends with pain. Faith couldn't avoid it.

Finally, they passed the 'recording studio'. It was now for them to think about the dance steppings. They've been really busy these days but no days that his members wouldn't talk to him everytime. They would literally blocking him from going to his room.

Sunoo went crazy thinking he couldn't able to have his privacy someday. But still. He, himself put himself in this situation anyway. He couldn't avoid them. He can't escape from them. The deal was the only reason why they acted this way. It was hurting him but what else can he do?

After all, this was what he was been wishing to come true.

Days had passed, and Sunoo... was still him. They are done shooting for their teasers and they were just about to finish the shooting for their music video.

He was afraid of what would happen after this. Sure things he will met hell. He was avoiding everyone. Even Eunwoo.

Eunwoo was very worried about his behavior. Everytime he meets his eyes, they are pain behind those smiles. He was confused as he could see that they seemed to be close to each other now, they treated Sunoo in a good way, so what is the problem now? He wants to ask Sunoo about this. Something is not right. 'Is he okay?'

To be continued...
Such a boring chapter right? Thank you for being still here. I hate myself for not updating for days. I would also be mad if I were a reader.

Anyway guys, next chapter, I promise it won't be boring like this one. Just prepare. And another question, do you want Eunwoo to be the one who will save Sunoo?

Another sorry! I'm sorry for my grammars. English isn't my first language. 'K bye.