November rain

First day

11 November 1974

It was my first day for year 10, it wasn't really nice to have to go back to this shithole but whatever, at least I get to see my best friends ally and Marley. First off I woke up and washed my face, brushed my hair and did my normal barely noticeable make up. Then I got in my uniform. 'Hopefully this day doesn't go bad' I thought to myself. I went down stairs for breakfast that my mum was making. It smelt amazing. "Made your favourite bubs!" My mum said happily "thanks mum.. what time is it?" I asked "7:30 sweets" she said "okay I have 30 more minutes" I went back to my room and started reading my book . 'Then they kissed holding hands and intertwining  their body's' the book read. "Gosh" I said. I stood ready to get my bag "Gracie! The bus is here!" My mum shouted from downstairs "coming!" I exclaimed while running down stairs. "Give me a kiss bubbs" my mum said "really ma?" I said kissing her cheek "bye now" I said walking out the door "bye sweetheart!" My mum shouted watching me step onto the bus.

When I stepped on the bus I saw everyone from last year.. some bully's like Jacob axl and Liam, some friends like marly and ally. I sat down near the back with marly and ally while the back row was all the "bad boys"  some bully's some just assholes. "Hey girl!" Marly said "hey.. why do you guys sit near here this is wear all the assholes sit" I told her sitting down "why not? forget about them for a second grace" ally said with a smile "its kinda hard to just forget about them ally" I said honestly. "Whatever" ally said giggling. A little bit later a note got thrown to my head. "What the.." I said opening it, it said 'hey loser you still a crybaby like last year?' That made me so fucking mad. This was about how last year I started crying in class because I was getting bullied and I was going through a hard time. Everyone still laughs at me because of that. It gets so fucking annoying sometimes. I looked on the note and saw it said '-a' at the bottom, there was only two popular guys that names start with a. Axl and Aidan that were both sitting behind me giggling with their friends. I threw it back at them pissed off. "Fuck them" marly said. "Yeah.." I replied.

At school my first period was Science, which was with axl, one of the boys that bullied me. At least I had Marley while we were doing our work. I started dozing off to sleep, still tired from this morning. until someone poured some water on me while the teacher had looked away. "Ah! What the hell?!" I exclaimed "Crybaby" I heard someone say. When I looked back, I saw some ginger hair and some green eyes. It was fucking axl "can you not asshole?!" I yelled, the teacher looking at me with disappointment. "Chill out girl, it's not a big deal get over it" axl said as I ran out of the classroom into the bathroom to start crying. While I was crying. No one came to check up on me which I thought was a bit rude. "shit.. now everyone is gonna bully me because of that.." I said quietly to myself. I thought no one was gonna check up on me until I saw what looked like axl "what the fuck are you being here?"I yelled  "nothing you just stormed out of there like the biggest crybaby I've ever seen in my entire life" he laughed. all that did was make me just start sobbing more. "you're being a fucking jerk. What did I ever do to you?". "Nothing it's just kinda fun seeing you like this. Pathetic" he said "I'm not pathetic asshole" I said shaking from anger "from what I can see I think you're the most pathetic person I've ever met" he told me. "Fuck you" I said wiping my tears away. "Ooh what's this?" He said grabbing my anxiety medication "stop! Give it back!" I shouted but just as he was about to put them in the toilet 2 teachers came in. "Axl stop that give her back her meds" miss Robinson said. "Fine whatever" axl said leaving the bathroom throwing me my meds.

After that, I faked being sick so I could go home, and it worked. when I got in the car i started to cry and told my mum about everything that had happened told my mum about everything that had happened that day. "He's a fucking jerk!". I told my mum "language sweetheart" she said as I was still crying. when we got home I had a nice long shower, feeling the soap on my body and the water flowing down my skin. it was pretty nice. It got my mind off axl for a bit. when I got out the shower I put on a candle and put my pyjamas on resting in bed and reading my book. 'When will she find love again? Julia wanted love' the pages read. 'Today was shit' I told myself 'can't wait for tomorrow..' a few hours later, it was 9 o'clock, I wanted to go to bed really early so I could get a lot of sleep, so I started getting ready for bed. When I started falling asleep. I could feel peace coming around me. darkness slowly filling my eyes as I faded into the world of rest Slowly falling asleep..

'How will tomorrow be?'