Chapter 36 - The Tales Of Two Hearts

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Freen's POVs

"Ngh.. babe.. *yawns* Where did you go.."

My eyelids were still heavy as I suddenly awake in the middle of the night. Feeling the space next to me unusually bigger than it's supposed to be, I reached out my hand on the left side of the bed, next to me with my eyes half opened only to realise, she wasn't there.

It's only the second night. The second night without her. It feels like there's suddenly lots of empty spaces around me. Spaces that can't be filled. I tried to sleep with lots of pillows on the bed, just to make it "filled" with something. I guess it didn't work. I'm so used to sleeping next to her. I missed her cuddles, or sometimes when her body gets cold I hugged and intertwined my fingers with hers just to share my body heats. Or when she gets too clingy, she won't even let me leave our bed. She'll lay her whole body on top of me and played with my hair. Or when she gets a bit playful, she showered me with playful kisses and bites on my neck. But now when I turned around on her side of our bed, it's.. empty. It's. Fucking. Empty.

Call me dramatic or whatever. I'm head over heels for her. WE'RE head over heels for each other. I want her next to me every time. I wonder if she feels the same. She must be. Right? She loves me as much as I love her. A year shouldn't be that long. I have never feel this way. The longing.. it's painful. I yearn for her. I need her. The selfish side of me and the urge to just ask her to come back home to me.. it's boiling.

Becky's POVs

"Baby.. Why didn't you turned the AC up?? You always got cold in the mor- Fuck."

And I come to my realisation that I slept alone now. It's been a few days but I'm still not used to it. She wasn't fond of the cold in the morning so she always turned the temperature up in the morning before we wake up. We argued a bit at first because of this haha because I always love the cold but I'm used to it now. It feels weird waking up to my preferred temperature so I change it to her preferred temperature. It's a bit warmer for my liking but.. it makes me feel like she's here..

I stretch myself on the bed and sit up a little to lean on the headboard. I was wearing her favourite pyjamas, the one with the bunny and tulips. I inhaled her scent that still lingered on it and now it mixed with my scent. It feels like we're one again.

Sometimes, when I wake up a bit late I will hear the water pouring from the shower room

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Sometimes, when I wake up a bit late I will hear the water pouring from the shower room. It makes me giddy and excited to join her for shower. It's one of the reasons she never locked the door to the bathroom, so that I can always join her for cold shower or warm bath.

*Ding! Ding!*

The notifications sound awakes me from my deep thoughts. I look at my phone and a smile immediately paints my bare face.

Babe 🐰: Good morning baby girl~ 🤍
Babe 🐰: Are you awake now?? Did you think of me??

Pffft! Bwahaha! I can't contain my laughter. She never calls me that. I guess she probably misses me a little bit too much. Baby girl? Maybe I kinda like it??

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