Till the Universe tears us apart

Sirens? (joey)

My head starts buzzing. Everything is turning. Why does my whole body hurt? Slowly and cautiously, my eyes flutter open. Why am I laying on the street? Why is it dark? And where is Luka? Everything hurts like hell. I hear a groan escaping my throat as I try to sit up. It doesn't work, though. What did I even think. Suddenly, I freeze. Sirens? Is there an ambulance? The police? What the hell is going on? I don't get it. Men in uniform rush out that car, which I can only guess is an ambulance. 'Please. Help me.' I want to shout. I want to scream. But I can't. Why are they holding a black bag? Is it a body bag? Luka? Where is he. I need to find him. A paramedic runs over to me kneeling by my side. "Sir. Can you hear me? Are you with us?" Is this man speaking? It sounds so unreal. Nothing is real. Is this a dream? No- it can't be. I feel some kind of needle gliding into my arm when my vision becomes blurry. No. I need to find Luka. My eyes shut. Darkness. Nothing but emptiness. I don't even feel pain right now. Luka. The only thing I remember is this name. But who is Luka? Where is Luka? Why am I thinking about him? Yes. Luka. Luka is a boy I know. No, not just a boy. Luka is this boy. This boy I love, adore, and this boy I want for myself alone. Memories come rushing back into my head. It hurts. Where am I. What is going on. No- who am I.