Drive fast, Crash slow

12. Just okay

Sarah POV

I wake up with a massive headache and a beeping sound. I try to open my eyes but the light is very bright. "Sadez?" I hear someone to the left of me say, I move my head and see someone.. My vision is still blurry but it looks like, no it can't be.. "Jules?" I ask very confused "how-" I ask very confused, my heart starts racing, it feels like I can't breathe I look around the room and Jules is gone. I see nurses rush into the room and see a very familiar face outside the room knocking on the window concerend. I look at my arm, there's a needle in it and I look at the nurse, she looks like my mama. "Where's A-Arth-Arthur" I ask still struggling to breath, but I slowly slip out of consciousness because of the drug the nurses gave me "Arthur?" I ask one more time and then, I black out..
I see white, I'm in a room that is only white, Im sat in the middle of the room and I look around, and see him..
"Jules?" I ask confused. I feel him hug me and I hug back, it all feels so real.. "Don't leave me again Julie" I say hugging him tighter and then I wake up. "No, it can't be" I sob waking up in the hospital room again and see Arthur holding my hand. His knuckles are bruised. "It's okay sadez" he says giving me a hug. Charles came into the room with a nurse. "I saw him" I tell Arthur and he looks confused. "Jules was in my dream" I say hugging Arthur again "what?" He asks quietly and confused "I promise, it all felt so real" I say looking at Charles talking to the nurse.
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"Promise to take me with you?" I ask Jules very excited "I'll take you with at every race Ree!" Jules said. Ree was the nickname he gave me. "You're my favourite Julie, don't tell the others" I whisper in his ear while he gets in the car.
(𝟐 𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫)
"Are you ready yet?" My dance teacher asks me, "Yeah, I'll just get dressed" I respond. We have to be backstage in 30mins

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"You did amaizing Sadez!" Launa says over the phone, I'm busy walking to the car. Arthur and Charles are waiting for me there. "Aww thanks Laun" I respond trying to open the door since I have a water bottle, key card, hotel keys, lip gloss, mascara, hairbrush, Hair ties and more things in my hand. I was successful to open the door with my foot. Guess it's one usefull thing if being flexible. "Okay I'll call you back later Launa" I say climbing in the backseat and dropping everything while closing the door "Okay bye Sadez" she says declining the call. "You were amaizing!" Charles said starting the car. "Yeah, how did you do that thing where you lay on the floor and do that thing to, yeah I don't know how you do it" Arthur says trying to show me. "Thanks guys" I laugh at Arthur while checking my phone. "How are you feeling?" Charles asks me "About the race or?" I ask confused "Both"
He replies. "Oh um, I feel okay" I say and Arthur rases his eyebrows "What?"  I ask confused. "Just okay?" Arthur asks and I nod.
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"How are you doing Ree?" Jules asks me. I'm in the white room again. "I miss you Julie" I say hugging him. "Why did you leave me" I ask sobbing "I won't leave you again I promise" he says hugging me tighter "don't leave me"

I wake up, sweating, I try to catch my breath. I look at my alarm clock 2am 17 July. I hate today, I remember the call we got. I usually just don't come out of my room, We fly today to attend the Hungary grand Prix. I try to sleep again, but I fail. I go downstairs to the kitchen, trying to be quiet. I make myself coffee. "Sadez it's 2 in the morning why aren't you sleeping?" A VERY tired and slightly annoyed Arthur asks me. "I-i can't sleep.. " I say taking a sip of my coffee and sit on top of the counter. "Why not?" Arthur asks me sitting next to me. I look at him and at the calendar on the fridge📅. He follows my gaze and rubs my back. "It's okay" he says. "I had another dream" I tell him and put my head on his shoulder. "About Jules?" He asks putting an arm around my shoulder and I nod. "Did you pack yet?" Arthur asks and I shake my head "I'll do it now" I say taking my coffee to head upstairs until I bump into Charles holding a baseball bat. "Ahhhhh!!!" He screams almost hitting me "what the fuck Charles" I say ducking and holding my head. The cup of coffee now on the floor, Arthur is laughing on the ground kicking his legs. "What are you doing, it's 2am" he says helping me up while running his hand through his hair, very messy hair. "I need to pack" I say and we both look at Arthur still rolling on the floor from laughter so I laugh also. "Ha, you al-almost got h-hit" he says between laughs. "Okay I'm gonna pack" I say sniffing since I've been crying a little. I pack a few outfits plus my new helmet, I pack a party dress, but I will get killed by my brothers if I wear it... But it's stunning

And, it's short it's VERY short. I'm currently standing infrot of the mirror holding it up against me while Arthur walked by my room, walked back again inspecting me, walked by again and then shouted "IT'S TO SHORT" and I roll my eyes, I pack it in anyways.
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"Ready?" Charles asks me and I nod running down the stairs almost falling again. I have my backpack on my back and sunglasses. "Sarah! You can take your own back it's to heavy!" Arthur shouts upstairs and I roll my eyes walking up again. "We're running late you two" Charles Screams and I walk downstairs with my suitcase, Arthur following me with his 3 suitcases AGAIN.