"Just get over it"
The constant words echoing through my head. The constant pain. I'm trying. I have never stopped trying. But as Maddy said you can't determine who you like and who likes you. You can't force it. It's not your choice. You can't just force yourself to get better. You can't expect it will just happen. Because it didn't. Stupid heart. Stupid head. But everyone keeps telling me 'just get over it'
Its so annoying
They think its so easy
And your trying
They don't get your trying
They don't think you are trying
You want to get better
But u can't
And it's killing you
And you feel like your not yourself
And you smile because your trying
Your trying for them
But the smile is so fake
And the words you say are fake too
You say your fine but your really not
Your so unwell, so sad
And you feel like your never actually awake
Your just in a daze
A dream
Like a zombie
Your not actually alive
But you try
You try for everyone else but yourself
And you keep in the tears, But then they come when you least expect. When you want them the least.
And they don't get it when they come at that moment
They think its their fault
And you are just trying to explain but you can't and you just keep telling them its not their fault and they say they believe you but you can tell they don't and you just feel even worse because you can't explain
And you just want to run away from it all because your done with it but you can't, really can't
Your stuck where you are
Stuck hurting
Stuck faking
Stuck fading away
Fading into nothing
Believing everyone's words even though you know there not true.
So you just keep fading
Fading while staying
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Crazy me
RomanceA girl who is in love. She is so in love it hurts. and when her world comes crashing down and her best friend goes out with her crush. She doesn't know who she is anymore and she doesn't want to live. She tries to regain her strength to smile and wa...
