PHAN oneshots? WHAT!

Back in 2016

"Happy new years!"

My girlfriend Kingsley leans in but doesn't kiss me. "I know." She whispers.

"Kn-know what?" I ask nervously.

"I found your diary, Dan. I know your gay and in love with Phil. It's so cute there is one conflict though we can't be together if you're gay." She said with a giggle.

"Wh-what?" I manage to get out alarmed.

"Come on." She laughed pulling me to my room. As soon as we got to my room she sat us down on my bed and turned to face me. "Okay spill."

I took a deep breath and decided it was time. "Okay yes I'm gay and in love with Phil. I'm so sorry I pulled you into the mess that's my life but seeing as you want me to talk I guess it's time." I say in one breath. She nods reassuringly and I continue "eleven years ago I was playing spin the bottle with a few 'friends' and the bottle landed on this girl. We kissed and I felt less then nothing then it landed on this kid Jake and we kissed and it was amazing. It was the first time I felt something like that and then I knew I'm gay. So for the rest of school I went on to date girls only. Then I met Phil and I fell in love but as I wasn't comfortable with who I was and couldn't come to terms with the truth I have tried to push the feelings away."

"Dan, you need to accept yourself and tell Phil how you feel or at least come out to him and well everyone. Now you and me are done as a couple but I'm here for you and always will be. Okay Dan?" Kingsley says to me. I nod and she leaves coming back five minutes later dragging Phil in with her by his arm.

"Dan has something to tell you." She ordered.

"Well, dan?" Phil asked me.

"Uh-um sooooooo.............. I don't quite know how to say this." I responded way way to nervously.

"Just say it already!" Phil said impatiently.

"I'm gay." I spit it out then burst into tears and ran out of the room. I felt something pull on my arm and I was immediately turned to face Phil in a room full of at least 30 of our friends, tears still streaming down my face.

"I love you, daniel James Howell." Phil said as he leaned in and kissed me. I pulled away.

"I love you too, Philip Michael Lester."