I can't believe my mother received a birthday invitation before me.
Hindi ko alam na may mga invited pa lang influential figures or high-profile individuals. Akala ko mga ka-batch lang ni Raizen gano'n. Napaisip tuloy ako kung party ba niya yung gaganapin o kay Senator Rommel eh.
Knowing Raizen, this yacht party is probably his father's idea. Least he wants to do on his birthday is socialize with everyone.
"I didn't know you're friends with Senator Rommel's son." My mom raised a brow on me as if she's implying something.
"I didn't know you're friends with Senator Rommel." I countered.
"I'm not, he just invited me on behalf of your father."
I blinked, "They're friends?"
"I wouldn't put it that way, but sure."
I didn't know my father is friends with someone from politics. Like me, he keeps his circle small. Though hindi naman nawawala ang maraming koneksyon ang tatay ko, marami rin partners 'yon.
Tsaka anong on behalf of my father? Kailan ba uuwi ng Manila si daddy at bakit hindi siya makakaabot sa birthday ng baby ko?
I wouldn't dare ask something I know I wouldn't understand, so tumango na lang ako. Tumambay lang ako sa office ni mommy dahil may volunteer work si Raizen. Tapos mababalitaan ko pa 'to.
Partida, ang ingay sa gc ni Knox kagabi dahil nakakuha na rin sila ng invitation. Ako na lang wala. Ako pa talaga?
Parang invited na ata buong Pilipinas bukod sa 'kin.
Hindi ko na inistorbo si mommy at hinayaan siya magtrabaho sa desk niya. Nagmukmok na lang ako rito sa may sofa at nag-isip ng ireregalo kay Raizen. Invited or not, I want to buy him a gift.
And fuck me, I have no idea what to give him.
That man is going to celebrate his birthday on a yacht, a fucking yacht, what else could I give him when he could have anything he wants? Pati nga sarili ko pwede na niyang makuha eh.
Nag-scroll ako sa phone ko ng kung anong pwedeng bilhin. Nagpa-send pa ako kay Knox ng mga link kung saan ako pwede bumili, ang mamahal ng pinagsesend sa 'kin ni gago.
I saw a bangle from one of the links Knox sent. I immediately imagined Raizen wearing it. Ang ganda kasi, bagay sa kaniya. Kayang bagayan yung pagningning niya.
Medyo may kamahalan pero kaya naman ng pera ko. Hindi ako gastador so marami rin natira sa bangko mula sa allowance ko. Eh kaso lang, magugustuhan ba ni Raizen 'to?
Is he even into accessories, let alone bracelets? I don't know!
I'm never insecure but I really feel like anything that I try to give Raizen wouldn't be enough for him. He's perfect.
xx
Ayi
02:19 pm
Alex:
ano gusto m regalo pre
kanina p aq nauulol dito e
Ayi:
No need to buy me a gift lol
Alex:
sabagay
di nmn ako invited noh
Ayi:
Aw, that's sad
Alex:
