I lost you then, and still feel as if I'm just losing you now,
Every time I think of you I can't help, but frown,
I can't not think of you when my friends talk about theirs.
Its been this bad throughout all of the years,
I don't know whether to be jealous or not,
I feel like crying with every last thought,
You were my mom, but now are not and I don't know why,
I didn't expect you to up and die,
I expected to grow up and meet you,
Then I could have had a life that was happy and true.
All I needed was a mom.
All I needed was you.
