IZUKU'S POV
I know that i will be questioned after coming here in an injured condition, i really do not want to worry him any longer but with my situation maybe he might be the only one who will worry about me.
I hesitated to tell him about kacchan, he is still my best friend.....I think.
I felt his hand on my shoulder and he gently patted it seemingly assuring me to take my time.
I sighed.
" When...I was at school preparing to go home, my friend....kacchan and his other friends dragged me in a corner.
Kacchan yelled at me and used his quirk on me. But don't worry he's just .... disappointed that I don't have quirk"
"Why would he be disappointed of you?"
"Y-you see we promised each other that when we grow up we will be heroes together and build our own agency, looks like I cant keep my promise thats why he is doing all of this to me" i subconsciously fiddled with my fingers.
I heard Yoshima-san sigh loudly and only patted my thighs.
"Would you like to stay here for a while?" He asked.
It crossed my mind how warm Yoshima-sans' company can be, but....I can't risk to stay when I do not know when mom will come back.
"No thank you, but I will try to visit often. I-if its okay?"
I saw him smile and nodded his head.
I headed back home, thinking what kacchan has said. He's my friend and I dont want to break our friendship, I clearly understand that I might have lost mom already. The best I can do is keep my friendship with kacchan....I hope.
when I arrive at my house, I noticed that the door is slightly open.
mom must be home....
OH NO!!!!!
I silently run towards the window of my room, hoping mom has not realize that I was missing.
however I was wrong, when I successfully climbed inside my room, I was suddenly pushed in the side through the wall. when I came to I realized it was my hard cover book of All Might collectibles.
knowing could never move by itself, my eyes darted to the door, and there she stands more angrier than the last time I have seen her.
" M-mom, y-you're back" I could feel her stare right through me that one wrong move might cost me my life.
She was not like this, this was not her at all. My mom would never look at me like that. to think Me, being quirkless can change a person who was as sweet and supportive than anyone can drastically change in one night.
' I miss my mom who always smile at me and play with me, who always teach me about quirks who wanted me to be strong just like All Might. Looks like I wil not be able to see that person again.'
" IZUKU, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?" mom stood there and kept on glaring at me.
" I- i was with k-kacchan." I lied while looking down at the floor. I am too scared to see her glare.
"HMPH! I SEE KATSUKI IS STILL PLAYING WITTH YOU EVENTHOUGH YOU DONT HAVE A QUIRK, OR MAYBE YOU DIDNT TELL HIM ABOUT YOUR DISABILITY" she scoffed.
' more like he started being too close to the point he would use his quirk on my face'
" HERE, THAT WILL BE YOUR FOOD FOR THE MONTH. DO NOT, AND I SAY DO NOT BOTHER COMPLAIN THAT YOU ARE HUNGRY OR NEEDY. I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR ANY MORE WORD FOR FROM NOW ON."
She threw one whole of bread at the floor in front of me.
I wanted to say that it will not be enough for a month, but how could I when she already warned me of what I shouldn't do.
seeing I haven't said anything, she seemed satisfied to see me terrified of her. she left my room without saying anything and went down the hall.
I listened closely to her footsteps to know if she really left. when I finally do not hear any of her steps I breath out a relief, I did not know I have been holding.
I looked at my window seeing its already dark I thought of how my life will be from now on. I cannot survive in the stree, I do not have money, clothes to keep me warm, foods nor shelter.
my situation in this house with mom might took a turn for worse, atleast I get to live in aproper home with a somewhat decent food and I can still go to school.
The doctor also said that he will help me. though I do not want to impose on him too much, I needed the help.
I can feel myself energized while thinking of my future, I will not let myself die that easily. Even if I can only live for a few years atleast I get to livemy life how I wanted.
I would still need my moms benefits, starting from now I will make plans to sustain myself till the day I am finally kicked out.
DEAR GODS IN HEAVEN, PLEASE GUIDE ME SAFELY TO WHEREVER MY LIFE WOULD LEAD ME.
I kneeled in front of my window with the moonlight shining on me, while I gaze the stars in the sky.
A few minutes after I feel myself getting tired. I went to my bed after I safely tucked the only bread I have and tucked myself to bed and finally closing my eyes to sleep.
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Sorry I realized the recent chapter contradicts the earlier plot I have devised, I kind of changed the story line so Ima go and delete the previous story in this part...
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FanficIzuku Midoriya deemed himself useless, weak and pathetic. Deciding to end it all, who would've thought that the saying " you can only trust yourself" would save him from a decision he will come to regret in the future.
