HOLLYWOOD SECRET

Red Carpet Award

PRESENT TIME 

the black Jeep car was moving slowly towards the road as it was moving I could see all the people through my black tinted windows and all the cameras flashing brightly through,

 I sat in the leather chair rubbing my skin I was very stressed and fixated on how I looked is my makeup good does my hair look intact do I look fat does my dress look too tight does it look wrong what if I get there I act weird like how do I smile, 

as I was still stuck in my overthinking thoughts the car then stops I then straightened my back and put on a fake ass smile as I was about to open the door and step out I said to my PA "Let's just get over with this shit" I then finally walk out my head up high everyone  screaming my name camera's flashing right before my eyes I know everyone here at the event respects me I may be younger but I know and everyone knows I'm the best  and they respect me with grace as well as me I respect lets just say almost everyone here  

 As I posed on the red carpet for the Golden Globes  I was wearing red my complementary color I had a strapless dress the skirt had many ruffles desinged elegantly and a massive split at the side witch showed of my toned long clean legs I had a giant diamond necklace on witch was hardly unrecognizable of how giant it was witch I also bought  myself cause renting is exhausting security people just follow you around and get up in your personal business ugh anyways back to what I was wearing on the carpet I also had red heels that had a ribbon going up my ankle my hair was clean it was in a bun to make me look elegant 

I was walking on the red carpet when I saw a familiar face he was about 20 ft away from me I realize he's staring at me I stare back with my diamond blue eyes he grins with that cheeky smile of his showing of his straight white teeth and cute dimples on the side when he smiles I also grin back at him while staring at him a song comes up in my head " cause im so into you into you into you got everyone watching us so baby lets keep it a secret a little bit scandalous so baby dont let them see it " i stare lost in he's eyes I didnt even notice the flashes of the camera and the screaming infront of me I stared at him like he was the only man alive he stared at me like he was gonna love me forever but honestly we stared at each other like how we used to stare at each other back in the day  the days when there was no one in the world except for us the whole world revolved on us and our love for each other but not anymore he hurt me I hurt him were never gonna go back to how we used to be mostly because of the timing and how we both are in Hollywood an it's just overall complicated 

The feeling hits me and then I realize I'm on a red carpet and many people are taking photos and staring at me I put on a smile after I realize I just dozed of in the middle of the carpet looking straight at him and I need to get my focus right on my work not some guy I used to date 

I then hurry and walk off from the red carpet and go to the venue of were the awards were gonna be presented I sat on my chair next to my agent Paul , at the table there were some famous actresses I knew and were kind of friends not close friends but just friendly you know , there was Gwyneth Paltrow and her husband Brad but not Brad the Pitt Brad the Falchuk's they were sitting across from us they looked lets just say cozy and right beside us was the lovely and beautiful Jenna Ortega she looked gorgeous in her green dress and bun she was sitting with an unfamiliar face.

The show was starting Kevin Hart was hosting tonight he was incredibly funny good host , as I was listening to all the awards and nominees I found myself or I guess my eyes wondered of  the room trying to find the familiar face I saw earlier on the carpet as I was looking I finally found him there I investigate him and scan what he's wearing he was wearing a overly basic black suit it was all black from top to bottom was all black he looked like he came from a funeral kind of but what his wearing didn't really shine brighter than how overly handsome he was he had the most heart warming blue ocean eyes ever  he had that golden boy skin his smile and teeth were perfect he was 6'3 very tall and manly he was also buff but not that buff he's body was model like and then all of a sudden I feel an elbow hit mine " ow what " I said flabbergasted I then looked at Paul pissed but he gave me a serious look and said  " your gonna be shown on the camera next stop wandering of and looking at other places " he said and that's when I realize that it was my category now and that I'am one of the nominated actresses here so I stand straight focus and smile , the camera hits me everyone claps per usual I smile a bit wave a bit yk normal celebrity bs stuff

They then mention the three other nominees after some clapping later they officially present the winner " And the winner for best drama actress of the year is Ana Spencer " I was suprised  as the host called my name I didn't expect to win this year but god hell I it did again it felt great I stood up obviously shocked walking towards the stage everyone clapping applauding some even standing and clapping it was such a pleasure this moment this is why I became successful basically for the validation and for other people to be pleased at me and for them to respect me cause oh boy you can't earn respect if your not scary inof to the boys 

I held the trophy in my hands it was a pleasure I took a deep breath and looked at the crowd infront of me I then gave my speech " Oh wow I did not expect this uhh thank you for the academy for presenting me this award and thank you for the very hard working team all the editors the producers directors for making this drama uhh film happend and thank you for all my close friends and co stars who supported me during this journey and phase in life im very thankful thank you and I know that was a basic ass speech that every boring narcissistic celeb does but im just to shocked to say anything heartwarming and funny right now so genuinely thank you everyone " I shook the hand one of the presenter and hugged the other one since we were quite close I got of the stage still with my shocked face as I went to the table I saw everyone on clapping applauding me " ugh guys you dont have to it's no big deal..... No " paul my annoying agent then said " Were all very proud of you Ana you truly deserve it with how hard youve worked "
I responded sarcastically "Paul you dont have to give me your speech of how proud you are of me " I joked and we all laughed

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