Mrs.CEO [Purinz Ver]✔

[14].Muddy puddle.

Chaewon's p.o.v

Here I was wet, sick, and kissing my wife. Her lips were on mine, she pushed me against the shower wall.

Our tongues were fighting for control, her hands were on my waist and my hands were on her wet hair. I was slowly making my way to the bottom of her shirt when it suddenly hit me.

Why am I kissing her?

I immediately pushed her off which suprised her.

"Chaewon---"

"Get out." I demanded.

"You kissed me t---"

"GET OUT!" I roared which suprised her even more. She immediately made her way to the door and slammed it shut.

I sat my ass down in the shower letting the cold water hit me.

What was I thinking?

What has gotten into me?

I kept shaking my head still in denial about what just happened.

Suddenly, I got scared with a loud noise that came from outside. It was thunder. I hated thunder.

I not only hated thunder I hated myself.

I hated my life.

I hated my mother.

I hated Yunjin.

What am I actually looking forward to?

Money to pay of loans?

Well they will be forgiven if I die right?

All these thoughts suddenly made me realize something I had to get out of there. I got up from my shower not wearing a top, just shorts and bra and made my way to the room.

As I opened the door I saw Yunjin confused expression. I didn't say anything instead I took off running. I don't know where I was running to I just had to run.

I heard Yunjin call my name, but my legs would not give in. I made my way outside to where it was raining. It was pouring this weather explained how I exactly felt.

I ran and ran heading somewhere. I suddenly felt someone tugging my arm and I tripped and landed in a puddle of mud.

I landed on my ass and Yunjin landed right on top of me. I suddenly began crying. I tried pushing her off me, but she wouldn't give in.

"Chaewon why did you do that? Do you want to catch a case of pneumonia? Do you want to die? Yunjin said.

"Yes!" I exclaimed.

"You don't mean that." I could see a hint of sadness somewhere in her eyes.

"Let me die." I sobbed.

"Chaewon, dont say that." Her sudden action took me back.

She wiped my tears away.

"Why me?" I whispered.

"You're special dad knows, and I know." She whispered.

Yunjin removed herself from me. I took in her appearance she was all wet and dirty. I stayed on the floor, weeping like a baby.

Yunjin instead of leaving me behind she picked me up. She carried me back inside while I cried on her chest.

We both headed back to the room where se took us both to the restroom. She turned on the shower and sat down with me in her arms.

The hot water was rinsing the dirt off.

I continued to weep.

I just felt extremely vulnerable and sad.

I just for once wanted a normal peaceful life.

I deserved better.

"Please stop crying." Yunjin asked which caused me to cry even more.

I had never heard that tone in her voice.

"Do you need me to call Taeyeon or my father?" She asked.

When she asked that I just dug my face in the crook of her neck.

"Just don't leave. Don't leave like my father did." I whispered.

"I'm here." She said.

We sat there in silence.

Not once did she try to push me off instead she held on to me.

For once in my life I felt safe.

I felt safe in her arms.

I suddenly felt her moving she slowly removed herself. I heard the shower go off and her footsteps. I looked up to see her gone I couldn't help but feel disappointed.

"Put some dry clothes on." She said handing me one of her shirts and sweats.

I took the clothes and she walked out.

I changed into some clean dry clothes. I looked at the mirror in the bathroom, and my eyes were bloodshot red.

"Hey, are you done there?" Yunjin asked.

I opened the door and there she stood in dry clothes looking like nothing happened.

"Take this." She ordered handing me two pills and water.

I did not even argue and took the medicine. I then headed to bed. I threw the blanket on top of me and tried to close my eyes.

I shuffled a bit trying to find the perfect position.

I could hear Yunjin sigh, but I ignored it.

I suddenly felt an arm around my waist.

"Just this one night." She whispered.

I turned around to face her.

She looked tired.

"One night." I whispered as I placed my head on her chest.

"Your father left, why?" She asked.

"He didn't seem to care about me." I whispered back.

"Why are you so cold towards your father?" I found myself asking.

"I think it's his fault my mother left."

"Your father loved her very much." I said which caused her to chuckle.

"Oh Chae, my father was a workaholic he didn't care about his family."

"Don't be so harsh be glad you have a father who cares about you." I whispered.

I suddenly felt my eyes closing very slowly.

"I guess you're right. Can I ask you something.

"Hmm?" I said as I felt my eyes get heavier.

"Do you hate me?"

"At first I did, I thought you were an ass but then I saw how you were with your nephew. Then when we walked through the streets of Spain you were sweet. You're nice and sweet at times it's hard to keep up I'm always thinking is she going to be an ass today or sweetheart. You change you can go from being an ogre to a teddy bear. I just want to see the teddy bear side of you I don't ask for much. I know that I'm a lot to handle, but this year and half would be easier for eachother if we were civil and nice." I muttered the last words.

"It's a wall I created a long time ago." She said.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked.

"If we weren't in this situation would you have ever given me a second glance?"

"I would, no one in their right mind wouldn't. I just hope you don't remember any of this tomorrow." I was about to reply when I suddenly fell asleep.