The guy I loved his name I will not mention here but I can write his nickname which I gave to him BJ🤍 I first talk to him when I came to my granny's house in 2019 I only remember the year but I don't remember the date when I talked to him first time...... He knew be before I messeged him but I don't knew him at all...... I messeged him and he recognised me in one message because he liked me from when he first saw me.... We both knew that we have family issues but he pull all this aside and propose me in 11 November 2019.... But I refused him because of family issues,what my family will think when they come to know that I am doing this kind of things to them and I am afraid of what the world will say about us..... So then he told me that if we don't become partners then we can become friends... So I said that okay we became friends... Everyday he messaged me and we talked for hours and hours ..... Then 2 weeks later I also started liking him and then I proposed him and I knew that what his answer is and he said that I love u 2..... And then he used to go daily for his tuition and we used to talk..... And he calls me Sona..... On Valentine's day we first met and we went to the church and we say there and talked about how we are how will our relationship will go and then we are biryani and we came to our homes..... Then we used to meet everyday he goes to the school but he don't attend classes we sat in the park and talk we kiss we hug eachother and I felt butterflies in my stomach when he hugs me very warmly.... Then one day he told me that he is going to his friend's house so when you leave home to go to college please meet me so told him that ok I will come to your friend's house..... When I went to his friend's house he was sitting there alone no one is there only a little brother was sleeping in the bed and he was sitting next to him so I enter his house and he told me to sit but I refused to sit because I am afraid that if his friend's family will come what they will think that we are sitting alone in their home.... Then a few minutes later his friend's mom was came and she saw us but she don't even utter anything that why we are sitting alone what we are doing here.... But when she saw us she told her younger son to bring colddrink for us... When we are talking to eachother I hold his fingers because I had a feeling that something was going to happen and my intuition was right because his father was came and he saw us and we were very scared what will happen if my parents knew about this..... Then his mother was also came and his mother start scolding us that you both knew what our family problems are but despite knowing this you both did all of this... Then his mother asked me that your family knew about this so I told her that no then she told me that call your mother and tell her to come here and sort this things out so I called my mother I told her this that come here then I will tell you what was happening here.... Then after 10mins later my mom and dad both came and I was crying very badly and he was consoling me that don't cry don't cry I here for you but when his mother said to me this kind of things he don't even say anything to his mother because he is very afraid of his mom and dad.... Then my father asked me that you both married to eachother I said no we don't then my father told my that then why are you crying you haven't done anything wrong that you are crying so much you only loved him and loving a person is not sin so don't cry..... So I came home and everybody scolded me for whatever happened and I am listening it quietly because I knew it's my fault..... Then from anger I threw all the things that he gifted me and his mother took his phone and she took out his sim from his phone and she threw it.... But he messaged me from taking the wifi connection and requesting me that don't leave me I can't live without you but I am angry at that time I ignored him and I broke up with him..... After broke up when he used to go to playing football or going to the shop.... Whenever I looked at him I bowed my head because if I see him I will broke down and I will go to him without thinking once what was happened to us..... I broke up with him but every night our memories were haunt me and I cried very badly even I can't breathe properly.... But in 2 3 months I already moved on from him but I can't see him in pain that's why I forgot all the things was happened in the past and we both went into the relationship again.... When I told him that he was very happy and I also😊 then we were very with us we used to go out and spend time with each other..... Then we used to meet in 2 o clock at night because that time no one will come... And when we meet he gave a hug and he kissed me first on my neck than he kissed me on my lips and we both lick our lips because we like our taste also 😁 then we meet after so many months later on Saraswati Puja me and my sister went to the Sai Baba temple then her bf and my bf was came then we talked we clicked pictures then he gave me a rose hugged me and we came back to our home... Then I post our photo in the social media....So one of my cousin saw our photo and showed it to my mother then my asked me that again you are doing this your father told you na that don't do this kind of things again then I said that you only thinks about what the world will say blah blah.... Then I go to take bath and I was crying.... Then in the evening I blocked him from everywhere and then he messaged my sister and told her about this then my sister told me that don't leave him he is a very nice guy she made me understood that he is very good and nice guy I ever met in my life...... Then after listening to this my mind had changed again and I unblocked him from everywhere and we both back again..... Then we talked to eachother everyday and we are blessed to have eachother...... Then one day he told me that let's meet so I said ok we will but when and where and what will you say while leaving home? So he said that I told my mother that my friends and I are going to Birla Planetarium and Victoria so his mother said yes you can go..... But in the night he messaged me and told me that we can't go tomorrow because my mother has said that u can't go..... So I said it's ok no problem but inside I was very upset and I was crying but I didn't tell him that things.... But he understood my feelings and told me that don't cry I am joking with you my mother said yes to me...... Then we talked for hours and we went to sleep..... I woke up very happy in the morning because I am gonna meet him...... Then I left my home very early and I reached to Sealdah and I called him to ask where he was and how much time it will take to come here.... He picked up my call and told me that I left my home and I will reach there very soon so I told him ok come safely.... Then I am waiting for him hours and hours but he wasn't coming so I called him again and told him where he was he told me that my friend is not come over yet so I will be little late so I told him that come fast otherwise I will go back to home so he told me that don't worry I am coming wait for mee than in anger I cut the call ...... Then I am sitting in the platform nmbr 3 and he was constantly calling me but i am in anger I won't even receive his calls..... Then 12 o clock they came and I was sitting with my head down because I was angry and I was about to cry but he came and told me that let's go I came though...... Then we are going to take the bus and I was not talking to him because of anger and he was asking me what happened to you why are you not talking to me but I was quite and I was saying nothing only listening what he was saying...... Then we got up to the bus and we were sitting with each other he held my hands but I won't then we drop out from the bus and we went to the church.... We prayed for us and our family...... Then we went to the church's garden and sat there... Then his friends told us that you both talk and enjoy we are roaming here and there so we said ok.... Then he ask me what happened why are behaving like that?? why are you not talking to me?? So I told him that I was sitting there alone and I was thinking what will happen if someone came and did misbehave with me I was scared and you came late that's why I got angry and irritated.... So he said to me sorry and explained me the whole story why he was late and it's not his fault.....he explained me that he reached to the station early but his one friend was came late that's why they came late, so I said it's ok forgot about these things but I am happy that we met today and we are with eachother now and I have to spend a quality time with you.... Then what just happened, I don't know but suddenly caused a fight between us and he said to me that okay, I won't come to meet you later if you say so... So I also said in anger that ok don't come and I will also never tell you to meet me up..... When I said this he moved away from me a little, and after seeing this kind of thing I lost my mind and I also not talking to him and not even looking at him but he was starring at me.... After a while i started crying and he saw me that I was crying and he telling me are you crying? I said no why would I cry,so he told me that don't lie to me i know you're crying then he gave me a hug and keep trying to make me smile, he consoling me that I am joking don't take it serious but I was saying nothing then he started crying and i felt very disheartened that I made him cry so I asked him why are you crying now so he told me that you are not responding to me that's why I am crying..... Then he put his head on my shoulder and crying like a baby and I keep telling him that don't cry I am here with you I will never go anywhere and after a while he stopped crying and he started smiling with me.... We take selfies and photos, and I also sat on his lap and he quite happy after seeing this😁 after that we left to go home..... Then we came back to the home and I ate my food and take a little nap .....
