Next to you

Season 2: Chapter 9

Chapter 9

I am busy driving but that doesn't kept me from noticing Ianne's stare. I didn't bother to talk to her. Naiinis pa rin ako sa pagtanggi niya sa akin. She doesn't want to be mine. She doesn't want me, fuck it.

Napansin ko nanaman ang pagtingin niya sa akin. It's as if she wants to touch me. Bakit hindi niya gawin? She can touch me, for christ's sake. I heard her sigh and looked out of the window. Nang ma-stuck kami sa traffic, walang sabi sabing kinabig ko siya at hinalikan.

I love kissing her. Her lips is still inoccent even if I already marked her. I love the fact na kailangan ko pa rin siyang i-guide when we are kissing. And I love the way her soft moans comes out from her mouth. The seductive moans, it turns me on.

"Wess." Mahina nyang sabi. Tulog kasi si Drea sa likod ng sasakyan.

"I love kissing you."

"Please don't do that again."

"But your body says otherwise." I gently touch the her breast. It really fits perfectly on my palm.

"Stop that." She hissed sabay alis ng kamay ko. I know gusto niya yung ginagawa ko. Why, kanina lang sa office nagmake-out na kami.

I looked at her with passion. I really want her. I can't satisfy myself with just simple touches, but it can fill some of my thirst. I slowly moved my hands to her thigh. Higher, higher, until I've reached that small clothing. Napangiti ako nang maramdaman kong basa.

"Ano ba Wess. I said stop."

Bahagya akong lumapit at bumulong. "You're body reacts to my touch. Do you really want me to stop."

She glared at me. Stop? Come on Ianne, walang nag-uutos sa isang de Silva. I continued to touch her there. Inserted a little more. I heard her moan.

"Ahhhh. Damn you Wess. Stop." Nilagay niya yung isa niyang kamay sa bibig niya, maybe to suppress her moan. I didn't stop. She's wet. I want her to reach heaven. I was about to insert it again nang maramdaman kong hinawakan niya yung kamay ko.

"Wess, I-I can't anymore." God my sweet little princess. Inihinto ko yung ginagawa ko and pulled her. I settled on kissing her. She is already crying. I want to punch myself. Gusto kong saktan yung sarili ko. I can't believe nasaktan ko nanaman siya.

"I'm sorry princess."

"Wess." I didn't let her talk. Hinalikan ko lang siya. Hoping to ease the pain.

"Sleep princess. I'll wake you up when we get there. I'm sorry." And I kissed her forehead.

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Nasa bahay kami ngayon ni Wess. Gusto raw niyang makilala na ng parents niya si Drea. Dahil gusto niya ng gulatan, nandito kami ngayon. Wess seemed so possessive of me. He never let go of my hands. Lagi siyang nakahawak, nakaakbay, nakayakap.

Maybe he was sorry. He almost rape me, again. Although may kasalanan din ako, dahil hindi ko siya mapigilan. Hindi sapat ang pagpipigil ko sa kanya. Kulang ng conviction. Wala akong magawa kundi ang umiyak. Dahil masakit? Hindi. Umiyak ako dahil malapit na akong bumigay. Dahil ayokong bumigay.

"Kailan kayo magpapakasal hija?" Tanong ng matandang de Silva.

I looked at Wess. Naiinis na ako. Bakit ba kasi ako yung nasa hot seat? Bakit hindi siya sumagot? Wess also looking at me, seemed like enjoying himself.

"We decided not to get married po. Mag-se-share na lang po kami ng custody kay Andrea. Isa pa po, hindi po ba at girlfriend niya si Mikaella?"